my favorite thinsp0 for ftm <3
I remember as a kid I wanted to get cancer so I could be skinny...
What's wrong with me
I want to look like this so bad:( I need to lose weight ffs
my favorite thinsp0 for ftm <3
i just had dream where i was chattin w/ one of my cousins (the only person i know irl that openly had an £D) and it was just me kind of venting to her about my feelings and my case. And i woke really relieve that I talked w/ someone. I think i want to recover?
sadly i haven’t seen or talked to her in like 7/8 years and she is currently in Argentina. I wish I could hug her and talk with her
i also want to talk about how dysphoria can fuel eating disorders to the point that thinness maintained by a restrictive eating disorder can feel like an integral part of gender expression for trans people & how the demonization of fatness in our culture can hugely hinder the recovery even of people whose eating disorders always revolved more around dysphoria than the fear of being fat
i want to talk about how the culturally enforced ideas of thinness as the epitome of androgyny, thinness as the epitome of femininity, & “maybe not thinness but definitely a lack of curves that can sometimes only be obtained by thinness” as the epitome of masculinity poison our thinking as trans people & contribute to an overwhelming epidemic of eating disorders in our community disproportionate to even the epidemic in wider sociey
i want to talk about how controlling our food to control our bodies & to control our minds & to feel like we have some control over circumstances that are wildly out of our control is horrifyingly commonplace in the trans community & no one is talking about it
Handspo.
[Not everyone can have skinny hands because of tissue distribution and many other factors]
idfc about my health anymore or my grades or relationships i just crave to get worse is my most deep desire just allow me to get worst and worst please i need it
these three pics have ruined my life lol
(as usual, don't rb w tags, not me, etc)
pictures found on pinterest, let me know if you want any removed
god I just wanna be thin,,,, just thin pretty boy living n the woods with my lover :(
and if you turn to ur left you’ll see the emos
is that my chemical romance?
OH MY GOD not every group of emos is my chemical romance stfu tumblr
but it actually is my chemical romance
this is the funniest fuckibg thing I’ve ever seen
I’ve…. seen this everywhere except on Tumblr itself. It’s the blessed post.
I reblog this everytime it comes on my dash and I’m unashamed
I’ve waited so long to see this post in person
Damn…… What a way 2 start the decade. Ive only seen this post in screenshots…….
i’m crying- this is-???? ahh? i- i can’t-
it’s THE post
I’m finally worthy! It’s THE post aah
Are you truly an emo if you havent reblogged THE post?
I’ve finally been blessed enough to see THE post. I’m so blessed. Thank you Geesus. Thank you.
This came across my dash, i feel so blessed
OMFG
ig: frntsvv
Fuck it
*disorders my eating*
Stretching.
if love is what makes us human then where does that leave me?
ty for 150 followers, here's a thank u







