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“February is nearly always melancholy.”
— Anna de Noailles, tr. by Norman R. Sharpiro, from “Your Hidden Fleshly Grace,” (via violentwavesofemotion)
unstoppable force (wanting to be the kindest version of myself) vs immovable object (all the anger and hatred I have inside myself)
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“Gentle of voice. With honey in her words.”
— Sappho, from 7 Greeks (tr. Guy Davenport)
i’m realizing that i have so much time. i have time to grow my hair long. i have time to cut it all off and then to grow it back again. i have time to discover new hobbies and give up on things that no longer serve me. i have time to grow and change and travel and change my opinions and live differently than how i am now. i have so much time. take a deep breath and slow down
you may think it’s no big deal but every sweet interaction is actually the most important thing in the world. sooo. take that
in this new year I want you to be alright. I hope you move out. I hope you have enough money to feel safe. I hope you abandon shame and forgive yourself. I hope you get enough sleep and some good news. I hope you laugh a lot and the heaviness of the world eases a bit. I wish you to be alright.
january is one of those months where you experience every feeling on the human spectrum and you just have to go about your day like that isn't happening
Capricorn season
If you're not treated right, your first response should not be "let me prove how valuable I actually am, they just don't see it yet". That mindset is toxic and you're going about it the wrong way. Instead, your response should be "they don't see my value, that's on them. Clearly, we don't resonate. I have nothing to prove. Time to replace them with something/someone who does". Your response should be walking away from anything that is not nourishing your spirit.
despite everything …. I’m grateful I got a chance to be alive… to experience love and good food and sunsets. isn’t that the point of it all really