Man I really miss my best friend

So I have never had someone I personally knew well commit suicide until the other day. And I’m just completely in shock, and it really is so friggen true that people really can be suffering so bad, and you just have no clue at all. You were always such a beacon of light, always happy, loving, and down for a good time. I just wanna say thank you Marcus for all the fun times we had together, smoking, making pancakes, and just enjoying each other’s company. I pray for your little girl, and family and loved ones.

Day 15

My heart is full again

Day 14

I just want the best for you, and I wish I was part of that

Day 13

I’m drunk and missing you, and fighting the urge to call you

Day 12 pt. 2

I had it all, my college degree, my own car, a job I love, the love of my life, and happiness. And now I no longer have you in my life, and let me tell you, it fucking sucks. I miss you so bad, and I need your comfort

Day 12

I feel like I need to reach out. I’m just so sad and it consumes my thoughts

Day 11

Oh my god I really fucking miss you

Day 10

Today was a rough day not going to lie. I’ve been working and going to the gym a lot, I’m trying to keep my mind on anything but you

Day 9

I miss my baby

I should probs sell the concert tickets I had previously bought for us, since I won’t be attending it in nyc anymore

Issa major mood