never satisfied

If you hate fat women kill yourself

the spirit is willing but the flesh is experiencing technical difficulties

Absolutely horrid that a 10hr sleep does not cure you of all that ails you

it doesn't even cure me of being tired

i am massively overdue for a very very good week where not a single bad thing happens and everything is easy

so so so soooooooooooooooooooooo real

How can I blame the wind for the mess it made

when I was the one who opened the window.

i want romance. i want intimacy. i want the 2 am love making. i want consistency, loyalty. i want the random looks of admiration. i want to know you're just for me. i want date nights. i want love so pure and true. i want it because i can return it.

Because I can return it.

the overwhelming feeling of sadness sometimes when someone treats me with kindness

Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous

the overwhelming feeling of sadness sometimes when someone treats me with kindness

Ocean Vuong, On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous

— Sylvia Plath

Anaïs Nin, Henry and June [originally published 1986]