Ha! Oh my goodness I don’t even fucking care anymore! (Of course this means I’ve cared too much and I still do) You wouldn’t even notice if I died!! But you could fucking sneeze and I’d already be saying bless you with a Kleenex in hand. You don’t even know how much I fell in love, you don’t even fucking know. And it didn’t fucking help at all when people told me you felt the same! Ha! You’d never even come close to fucking loving me. I’ve tried so hard to not get pissed off and I haven’t said this to you yet, but I hope you fall in love with someone like I fell in love with you, and I hope they never feel the same. Cruel, I know. But you haven’t gone through it for a year. For 12 months. For 365 days. All those hours. All those minutes. And the only person I could ever think of, was you. Honestly. You don’t know the pain that causes. I hope you do one day. I hope you know exactly how I felt. I hope it changes you like it changed me. I hope you begin to notice every breath and every smile and every glance someone gives you. I hope you fall in love with the color of their eyes and when they smile you melt. I hope you learn what heartbreak feels like. Because you’ve shown me plenty more than once. Maybe when we talk next, it won’t be left at such a bad standpoint. But until then, you need to know how much you hurt me. Just how much. With Remembrance, A Broken Boy

As we lied there, your hand on my chest

The Monsters In Your Head

I think about my future and it kills me. I think about what may happen and what may not and it breaks me down. I think of all the paths that I'll have to choose and all the people I have to leave and it scares me more than anything else. I think of all the years I could go without seeing you and I think about splitting apart from you and I can't hardly bear it. I can't even begin to think about what would happen to me. The only torture you could ever inflict on me, that I could never repair, was to make me choose who to leave.

(Via- HisBlueEyes)

They tell me you aren’t worth it They say you're a joke They don’t understand that after saying all those words My heart undeniably broke I fell in love with your eyes And the way you smiled I hugged you when you cried And I love you all the while

I love you so much and I know you won’t see this….but I just need to say it…..I love you…

I always believed that everything that mattered was in how you looked. You have to be pretty to mean something. But you don't....life is this long stretch of one emotions after another and the way you look won't change that one bit. You may be considered "pretty". And you may be considered "ugly" but we are all the same fucking thing. I'm human. I bleed red. You're human. And you do too. Don't think that you're less just because the world has out you down. Never. I am me. You are you. Life is life. And they're all equally human.