— Why can’t I find a reason to live for myself?

People constantly prove why I shouldn’t open my heart to anyone lmao

I’m literally doing my best but I’m not gonna beg anyone to understand that

The only regret in my life is that I said a "sorry" while they deserved a "fuck off".

My four emotions:

Getting bad again after so long isn’t fair, but the sadness feels like home. 

suicidal people deserve a space to talk about their suicidal feelings without risking hospitalization/institutionalization or being accused of being manipulative or attention seeking

i love girls but they’re out of my league … like every single girl… all of them.. out of my league

I cant wait until the day I wake up and sit on the kitchen countertop all pissed off because I’m not a morning person but then my wife comes walking up and stands between my legs and gives me a cup of coffee in a mug that says “good morning asshole” and kisses me sweetly but when she goes to walk away I wrap my legs around her so she cant escape and even though I’m still grumpy because Im awake shes so damn beautiful and the biggest fucking ray of sunshine so I just melt and smile at her in awe…ugh I cant wait for that.

did someone hack into my dreams, bc??

I’ll probably kill myself before 25 so appreciate me while I’m here

i get so ???? caught up ??? in the possibility ???? of being abandoned ????that i ???? actually get ????? abandoned ??

David Jones, Love and Space Dust (via wordsnquotes)

this. 

(via eloisuus)

LIKING SOMEONE IS SO STRESSFUL

19536) I'm sick of being stuck in this cycle of eating normally, feeling like I've gained X then way under eating to compensate and being too scared to break it for good I just want to be healthy.

i’m mentally ill too but fucking listen to me here. you need to take responsibility for your actions regardless of whether or not they’re a product of your mental illness. you don’t get to manipulate, gaslight, take advantage of, or straight up abuse people because you’re mentally ill! you don’t! what the fuck! why are some of you still thinking it’s okay to say things like “manipulation is okay because i have _____ and need attention from my significant other” oh my god. Don’t fucking do that

don’t beg for anyone’s attention. don’t stay where you’re not wanted.

Fun Fact: I exist all of the time and not just when you want something