vlndlcated reblogged
I am not a writer
my fingers don’t ache to write about loss or love
to be a writer I have to make my life complex
i have to turn from pools in the summer sun
to the dark depths of the ocean
and i have to reach far into places of myself
the places i don’t like
to pull out prose
but instead i open wounds
i end up with a fistful of demons
and they make their way to my lungs
i don’t like who i am
when i try to be a good writer
stydiasbitch (via wnq-writers)
Source: wnq-writers.com
