Vix >:)

nah man don't worry, i died like... 4 years ago? yeah, you're just dreaming of me. you should really wake up, it's like 5 minutes before your alarm goes off. oh no, i'm not returning, i'm stuck here. it's really shitty. it keeps playing those really shitty songs which always play on the radio. oh fuck. am i in hell. that's rude. haven't even seen sexy demons yet... you really should wake up now, avoid me ranting on about sexy demons.

so your telling me it isn't normal to get the feeling you're about to get a nosebleed whenever you panic.

if not can i have suggestions of why exactly that happens.

send help jam has been jurgen leitner ranting in a group gc for the past few minutes and i don't believe i can continue living.

at this point literally just kill me man.

Can somebody please explain to me how the actual fuck i have gained the entities i'm an avatar of/alligned with. In order of collection i have:

But the world doesn't like me and in order of important stuff its' like

I am very disappointed in the world for this.

is this what i get for finishing the podcast in three weeks?

flashback to that one time i accidently dreamt of multiple tma rituals before i listened and only learnt when i was ranting on to my friends about weird dreams.

this isn't a one time thing either, i've dreamt of the buried ritual, the slaughter one and apparently one of them was close enough to that one vast ritual.

Do you ever worry that the static and confusion of now is eventually going to seep and stain the memories of the past.

I was actually considering liking and befriending the corruption this morning when I had a fine little fellow (a bee) crawl over my hand. my opinion changed when my friend tried removing it and it turned out to have a stinger, i think we may have it it too hard and now it is dead and i have blood on my hands for killing a friend.

RIP Barry Bee Benson 2023-2023

do you ever wonder what happens after death? is it like turning off a machine for the last time before discarding it. Is it perhaps falling into an endless dark void? is it a simple dream...? We'll never know though. That is the thing which everybody has wondered at least once. After all, no matter how many I'm fine with dying jokes you make, nobody likes dying, people just grow to find comfort to it. that is the end.

Jam I am very offended you didn't let me flirt with you at random and instead decided to kill me. That is rude and I am not even your brother.

Sincerely, fuck you.

-Vix

(Also i lost the game)

i read catcher in the rye this one time and for the majority of it i was expecting a farmer and rye bread, instead i got hookers. all i wanted was some good old bread stories man.