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“Nothing ever ends poetically. It ends and we turn it into poetry. All that blood was never once beautiful. It was always just red.”

— Kait Rokowski

in another universe, we walk past each other in the street and that’s it because in that universe you were just a pretty face walking by, in that universe, you didn’t steal the heart of my chest, in that universe we were just parallel lines.

I dream of us all the time

I can see what we’ll do together

Like lazy mornings when we don’t want to get out of bed

I’ll be half awake, but it won’t matter

I could be looking like roadkill, but you’d still love me

I would try to convince you that it would be better to sleep in a little longer

I would beg you not to leave, and maybe you won’t

I could see us  going shopping together and finally doing what we always wanted to do

Maybe you will finally win and pay for food

And we’ll laugh and talk about our day and what our dreams are

We’ll pick out the worst outfits and try them on

But most importantly, I would just love you.

I don’t have the right words, and I never will

All I can do is just try  to describe the indescribable feeling

It’s like the feeling when the sun peaks out on a rainy day

Or even the sound or hard rain while you’re still inside

It’s like the feeling of a hot shower on a cold day, or a soft blanket just surrounding you

It’s the feeling of complete acceptance

The feeling that no matter what you do, they’ll never leave

And that my friend is the best feeling ever

-t.l.

“I wonder if you realize how much you mean to me. How many times I have layed down in bed worrying about you. How many times I felt useless cause I can’t take your pain away. You have no clue how much I really love you”
- 3am overthinker

gentle reminder

just because you’ve had a bad day, doesn’t mean it’s a bad life - the sun will rise again tomorrow, and you can try again as well