Hello All! Call Me Verdana~
I'm An Asexual/Heteroromantic Christian Woman
I'm An Autistic ADHDer With Immersive/Maladaptive Daydreams, a Special Interest in Homestuck Classpects & neverending Hyperfixations. My Blog Will Be Pretty Diversified~
I LOVE ALL OF Y'ALL OK. NO MATTER WHO YOU ARE, YOU ARE IMPORTANT!!!!
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I would marry this man
guys we broke another post because this one’s not showing any notes
When I liked it, it flashed “0 notes”
It’s showing -1 notes
i’m gonna keep reblogging this and you can’t stop me
I liked it and it said ‘1 note’
tf is this crap?
1 NOTE I’VE ONLY COME ACROSS 3 OF THESE POSTS IN MY LIFE
ITS STILL SAID 1 NOTE WTF?????
legendary
What the fuck
YES BUT DID HE GET HIS CAMERA BACK?? WE NEED TO KNOW!
WE WILL NEVER KNOW… =((((
IT still says 0 notes?? WTF!!
This is the first thing I saw on my dash
I’m shook
WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS FUCKERY
WTF-
SAME HERE!!! I JUST GAVE IT A LIKE AND IT DIDN’T STAY
1 note WTF.
3rd time and it’s still broken. This lovely cursèd post.
THERE IS ANOTHER ONE?????
still not-works
still + notworks = stotworks.
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A day will come when i won’t reblog this…
But it is not today
What the fuck is even happening with this post??? Also it’s got 1 note again.
I got a notif saying I was mentioned in this post but I clearly wasn’t
HeY tumblr what the FUCK
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha
Did the man get his camera
I have seen posts that broke the notes. But this is the first time I’ve seen a post that broke the bots.
I know this is long but holy hell I love it when bots run amok
I know this is long
but holy hell I love it
when bots run amok
Beep boop! I look for accidental haiku posts. Sometimes I mess up.
I think I saw somewhere that the man got his camera back. Also what the fuck tumblr.
It says it has 5 notes, but only 4 people show up!
Congrats to the 4 people who were able to leave notes on this post
REblog if you are Asexual, support Asexuals, or spend most of your time actually thinking about Superheroes.
REblog if you are Asexual, support Asexuals, or spend most of your time actually thinking about Superheroes.
Omg omg omg. It all makes so much more sense when you realise it's not social anxiety but a fear of being perceived.
Why do you feel more comfortable with a long coat and a mask as opposed to summer clothes?
Why do you DESPISE taking pictures? Especially if it's someone else and not you taking them.
Why do you feel like you have to stop doing whatever it was you were doing when someone passes by?
Why don't you want to tell anyone how leisurely you go about your day, taking a nap, going for a snack, sitting on your phone playing games etc. because you know they will comment on it and even though it's not negative or mockery it's still feels like you've been perceived?
Why can't you make eye contact? Why can you do it only if the other person is looking away but the second when they look at you you stop listening and when you're the one speaking you can't bear to look at them because you know their eyes are on you and they are perceiving you?
Why don't you want to dress excessively or wear nicer clothes? Because you will stand out
People mistake you for shy because you don't speak often, but it's really the fear of drawing attention to yourself more than it is the things you actually say, isn't it?
Why do you hate overpopulated areas even when no one is speaking? BUT you still feel more comfortable when more than one person is in the room (but not too many!) so that the burden of being perceived is directed on someone else and you can safely lay back just observing the scene.
It's all a defence mechanism
How often do you have a healthcare appointment? (Include all types of healthcare: GP, specialists, mental health, dentist, and telehealth appointments.)
What kind of name does your pet(s) have?
- a classic pet name (eg. Smudge, Socks)
- a human name (eg. Max, Bella)
- named after a food
- named after nature
- named after a human fictional character or celebrity
- named after a fictional or famous animal
- a pun name
- other
- I have no pets and want to see the results
Sucks that "sleeping together" refers to sex. Sometimes a fella just wants to snooze with a pal.
Reblog if you wanna snooze with a pal
THAT WAS THE BEST SONG CHOICE FOR THIS VID
I thought I dreamt this video
please spread this so that it can actually be funny instead of just 1 person voting
I miss the era where there'd be outtakes to animated movies like toy story or early 2000s barbie movies that shit was hilarious and so wholesome
Okay I have two questions, a long and a short one.
Long question: Is it normal or even POSSIBLE to "break out of" a sensory sensitivity?
I think this needs context:
When I was but a little creature of a child in elementary school I would always stick my fingers in my ears to dull sound when the halls or classrooms were full of echoes or chatter or loud music or whatever, I never got a full overload and never had a meltdown but it would bug the hell out of me whenever my ears were assaulted by the cacophony of shouting or talking.
One day, though, I must've though enough was enough and that the noise could not possibly have been that bad. Naturally little me did the very sane thing to do: FACETANK THE HALL NOISE.
Nowadays only the worst noises make me want to cover my ears and even then I'd rather tank them than get caught looking autistic if I was in public (Hell people in the highschool i just graduated from still unreclaimably used the big R slur).
Sounds do get annoying still, but I sorta facetank and/or listen into the details now.
Did.... did I exposure-therapize myself against noise? Or have I somehow permanently gaslighted myself and still have the sensitivity?
Short question: is talking/explaining to nothing/myself about something i watched a video about/got interested in constitute stimming? Especially if i get up to pace while doing it?
Hi there,
I think it’s possible to get used to certain noises/sensory sensations. Since you hear these noises often, you could be getting used to it. But I do t know you personally, so I can’t say for certain. I’m only taking a guess here.
Maybe some of my followers can also provide some thoughts and insights too?
Sorry if this doesn’t answer your questions. But I appreciate the inbox. I hope you have a wonderful day/night. ♥️
I actively plug my ears when something is too sharp for me. I'm usually listening to music, though, which helps a lot with sensory soothing
Thank you @duckieboi7 for sharing. I appreciate it :)
My autistic two cents: it is sometimes possible to adapt and no longer react to stimuli that once bothered you, but it depends on the person and the situation.
Personal examples: At a previous job I worked, I had to use a headset. At first I hated the headset, and burst into tears a couple of times because the sensation of having something on my ears was so bothersome. Over time I got used to it, and by the end of my time there I had no problems.
However, another sensory sensitivity I have is to clothing textures (seams, scratchy fabric, etc). Many people claim that you just have to "get used to" items. That is not a possibility for me. Fabric that feels "scratchy" to me (even if it feels soft to someone else) leaves red marks on my skin, looking like sunburns. A recent doctor appointment revealed that my skin is physically unusually sensitive and reactive.
I have gotten similar feedback during other physical examinations: my eyes react unusually strongly to light, so an optometrist recommended I wear sunglasses even when other people might not need to. My eardrums react unusually strongly to sound, so an audiologist recommended I wear earplugs even when other people don't think things are loud, because I could get hearing damage from "normal" level sounds.
It makes me wonder how much of autistic sensory sensitivity is "just in our heads" like many people (even so-called experts) claim, vs how much is physical differences in how our bodies interact with and react to the world.
Thank you for sharing @echosofstories. :)
me at any given time: can we just buckle down and focus on the task at hand please???
my brain:
my brain: ……….ranibow sprimkle……………
ranibow sprimkle……..
kepchup.
B A N C H
chichen nuggest
strawbebbies..
this post almost moved me to tears
Tag yourself, I’m spinch or rainbow sprimkle
I’m kepchup lmao
Brogle and rainbow sprimkle
This is so charming I feel punched in the solar plexus and I’m here for this sort of gentle, sweet violence.
some additions from my own collection
World Heritage Post
i have been blessed by ranibow spimkle, may the world heritage posts bless thee aswell
No Smorking. Parma Jawn
We aren't speaking about Jeremiah from the FNAF movie enough and I'm sad.
Like, he's funny, he's handsome, Mike trusts him enough to tell him about the dream theory (and he finds it silly but then asks for the book lmao), he stops him in the fountain without harming him at all despite him being built like a tank...
There's a party going on in the background as they are having that conversation.
He's our Jeremy Fitzgerald, guys, and we aren't talking about him. I'm sad. Like, look at him:
Normalize stimming! How do you stim? I pinch my hands like a crab when im excited~
It’s definitely sound for me. As always reblog for a bigger sample size please!
when i watch a movie and something embarrassing happens to one of the characters, i have to pause the movie and physically remove myself from the situation by pacing around before i can resume the movie.
Everyone love autism until the person needs someone to remind them or help do things like bathe, change clothes, and use the bathroom.
Everyone love autism until they need to be told what to do in social interactions and still can’t do it correctly.
Everyone love autism until they can’t communicate in the way you deem appropriate. Until the need other ways to communicate because you can verbally do it. They love autism until they can’t communicate even if they have aac, until they had NO (no) ways to communicate because they don’t understand they can.
Everyone loves autism until they can’t sit down and stop moving. Until they grunt or moan or make random sounds. Love until moves around and not even realize that their moving.
Everyone loves the idea of autism until it’s not level one low support needs. And not fair that high support needs, medium support needs, level 3, level 2 autistics get so much hate for things can’t help. They should still be loved!
I feel like we as Christians should be very careful how we respond to people who have religious trauma. I know that we hear it thrown around in contexts like “My parents made me go to Church as a kid even though I didn’t want to” so much that it feels a little like Tumblr using the word “gaslighting,” but-much like actual gaslighting-religious trauma is a very serious thing.
We should take it at least as seriously as anyone else does, if not more. Think about it: Someone who should have met the God we know-the loving God, the God who saved us-and instead, someone used His Words and His Name to harm them.
Now, I’m not saying that God is loving but not just; He is loving in a way that calls people away from sin. Absolutely. We should not try to sell some cheap “God just wants us to be happy” version of the Gospel that waters down God’s incredible holiness and incredible grace.
And yes, people’s faith should be in God, not in Christians, but we are called to be representatives of God on Earth. That means speaking the truth, but it also means never abandoning love. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices in the truth, yes.
But never forget: love is also kind.
It’s really hard to talk to someone in this scenario when all you want to say is: “But I KNOW God and that isn’t Him!” You want to tell them that people who use God’s name to break His law are not true examples of the body of Christ, but that isn’t what they want or need to hear. You can’t logic them into a change of heart.
Instead, SHOW them that God is good. Don’t argue with them, comfort them. Pray for them. Tell them how much it hurts to hear that people would do that in God’s name and that you are on their side if they need help. Show them that God has real disciples that care and aren’t like the people who hurt them. And if they aren’t able to talk to you due to their hurt, don’t force them. It may be a very long time before they are ready to go back into a relationship with Christ. You don’t have to convert them, just give them a positive experience with Christianity because all they have right now is negative.
