She said tell me a story

He’s not the guy you thought he was

If I ever start catching feelings for someone new all I have to do to avoid them, is think about how badly you hurt me. And that makes me never want to fall in love ever again

I went to therapy because of you

I almost texted you tonight, thank God I didn’t

It’s interesting the way time is elusive. I’m sitting here tonight on the three week anniversary of our first date. How quickly it all deteriorated after such a strong start. You never let our love blossom. You planted the first seed and you wanted a garden. But you never watered us, you never came back to check, you just moved on, forgetting this garden we could have had. I wanted to tell you all the reasons how I fell in love with you. How it felt when you held my hand and what I saw when I looked into your eyes. But now you’ll never know, you don’t even deserve to. I wonder if you thought of me tonight too? I went back to the couch where we sat and you kissed me for the first time. I sat back thinking somehow you’d be appear there but I was wrong. You’re a ghost. Every day gets easier and every day I forget another little detail. Thank God for it, because I have to move on.

I don’t really sleep much anymore. Every night I can’t stop thinking about you and every morning I wake up from nightmares about you.

I am still so wrecked