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Virgo Unicorn

@virgo-unicorn

bpd things

  • money? yeah, you’re gonna spend it all on useless things like excessive amounts of food and clothes in hope of making yourself feel better. then you’ll regret it five minutes later
  •  you hate yet love everyone and everything. hate. love. hate. love. it’s a never ending, exhausting cycle of intense emotions. there’s no in between
  • someone doesn’t respond to your message in ten minutes? it’s time to make dramatic assumptions. do they suddenly hate you? are they dead? 
  • you’re slightly inconvenienced? it’s time to commit suicide
  • all your relationships fail and you just can’t seem to figure out why
  •  you feel like everyone is the same. you see the same pattern over and over again in your relationships and your friends
  • you feel happy for once? well guess what, in about seven minutes you’ll feel like throwing yourself into traffic because Johnny didn’t want to share his pencil with you
  • nothing is worse than the overbearing feeling of emptiness that follows you daily and haunts you like a ghost
  • you’re constantly angry. just the idea of someone breathing in your vicinity is infuriating 
  • baths? did you mean: self-harm hours? 
  • everyone is against you including yourself
  • who is that in the mirror? is that me? Why do I look like that? I can’t recognize myself
  •  i’m sorry, what did you say? repeat yourself again. and again. sorry, i didn’t hear you. again. repeat yourself for the fifth time, i wasn’t paying attention i guess
  • you’re useless unless you’re perfect
  • therapy? no
  •  oh, is that a character I relate to? let me obsess over them for the next nine months
  •  you’re the most evil and horrible person you know, yet simultaneously the most pure and naïve person you know
  • you feel like the devil when you say no to someone
  • how about I split on my best friend for the eighth time today for absolutely no reason!
  • am I abusive? am I like my abusers?
  •  they said something that seemed weird to me… are they going to leave me? Is this the end? Is this all there is? Should I leave them? Maybe I’ll just disappear
  • you hardly remember anything from before the age of 10
  • nothing is real. we’re all going to die. nothing matters.
  • maybe if I get high I won’t overthink everything!