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need to dust + declutter my room in a major way but have not been able to come up with even a crumb of motivation to do little else but bed rot :(

#outside of visiting mum in hospital have just been. in bed#and it has bit me in the proverbial big time#got my centrelink payment cancelled because i couldnt face my appointment + then just let it slide#had an appointment scheduled for tomorrow that i was going to force myself to attend only to find out they pushed the cancel button today#it’s my own fault so can’t complain and am mostly just upset at myself for letting my mental health get on top of me to this point#esp when my service provider was so chill one lousy call and it would have been fine#anyways. here’s hoping the new claim won’t take the whole projected four weeks#that or that my ed kicks rocks and i manage to be a functioning member of society who can work a job#everything is just feeling very overwhelming :(#personal