hey do you wanna go to the park and sit on the swings and look at the moon together
also there’s this common misconception that reading is primarily about the book or the subject: this is incorrect. ‘Reading’ is an activity wherein you constantly evaluate your own self worth in increasingly cruel ways against some culturally sanctioned object that is better than you
they should invent a phrase as evocative as im going to kill myself that isnt about killing yourself
listening to creep on the radio in the car and after it ended the host just sighed and went “well, im sorry you feel that way thom” and then played the next song
(yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist) (yearns for a past that does not exist)
you use the word “rotting” in a self-deprecating sense, to euphemize the claustrophobia and discontent you feel with the current state of your life. yet is entropy not the natural progression of all things, and are we not part of the grand orchestra of life? without rotting there would be no foundation of life. tell me will, does girlrotting in your room fortify you as carcasses of prey fertilize the forest floor?
Pensions sound so fake as a zillennial. You work for one place for decades (already sounds fake) and then afterwards you leave and they just. keep paying you. the same amount of money. to do nothing. for the rest of your life. if i wasn't already aware that this was something that readily and commonly existed during my grandparent's days then it would sound like some kind of socialist pipe dream
its so crazay how being in a transitional period will have you obsessively reevaluating every decision in yr life to the point of actual insanity…hello
