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i hate myself

@useless-deepcuts

sorry, just need somewhere to vent and express my emotions.

Honestly, if I just took myself out of the equation all together, I wouldn’t be hurting anyone. I can’t have all this hate & negativity around me & be the cause of every bit of it.

My life literally doesn’t matter unless it’s inconveniencing others. & let me tell you, I’m ONE HELL OF AN INCONVENIENCE.

Maybe I should just go.

“I live for the little kisses. Little peck on the forehead when we wake up, on the cheek when we hug and soft ones on the lips whenever we feel like it”

When other people notice that I’m treated like a puppet, you know it’s a problem.

I just want to have a good time but like... I’m confused & everything hurts. How can I be by people I love but still want to die ?

I’ve never felt more unwanted or unloved in my entire life.