“You didn’t love her. You just didn’t want to be alone. Or maybe she was good for your ego. Or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life. But you didn’t love her. Because you don’t destroy people you love.”
— Grey’s Anatomy
note to self entry #05
everyone around me be like: haha i remember my childhood SO WELL! here’s some well detailed funny memories that i have :)
i be like: uh i remember like… the smell of my kindergarten classroom and like…. tv commercials from the early 2000s and the impending sense of doom and overwhelming crushing loneliness.
I feel unlovable and it breaks my heart daily
“I start to think there really is no cure for depression, that happiness is an ongoing battle, and I wonder if it isn’t one I’ll have to fight for as long as I live.”
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“I felt like crying but nothing came out. It was just a sort of sad sickness, sick sad, when you can’t feel any worse. I think you know it. I think everybody knows it now and then. But I think I have known it pretty often, too often.”
— Charles Bukowski (via purplebuddhaquotes)
“I wrote a poem about it, and then threw it away, because that’s the last thing I need right now: More words dedicated to people who will never dedicate a single thing to me.”
— Charlotte Green (via purplebuddhaquotes)
“I don’t know where the strength went, I don’t remember losing it. I think that over time it got chipped away, bit by bit, by life, by the living of it.”
— Paula Hawkins
“Today is the sort of day where the sun only comes up to humiliate you.”
— Chuck Palahniuk, Fight Club (via books-n-quotes)
“I’ve been screaming on the inside”
— despondent
My heart breaks a little more every time I get to thinking.
