I deserve pain, I deserve this, I asked for this

Shirley Jackson, from The Haunting of Hill House

tiktok is such an awful app, it's almost designed to feed you misinformation and expose you to insane discourse. unlike beloved tumblr, the app that feeds me misinformation and exposes me to insane discourse

i agree that women should scream more in music

anyone wanna have a toxic homoerotic psychosexual rivalry with me? it does have to be weird

George Maciunas with Mieko Shiomi Mechanical for Water Music 1966

I hope im not a mutual to you guys but also some weird autistic guy

Anaïs Nin, from the short story “Elena”, Delta of Venus (published posthumously in 1977)

on learning to want in its entirety

when i have a crush i dont kick my feet or twirl my hair instead i am in my kitchen at 3am pacing in circles with my hands clasped behind my back like a middle-aged divorced detective haunted by a cold case he just cant crack

Me and books!

Orange bouquet,poem by mileva roumer

If I can pick a color for you I will make it for you in a bouquet I will take the orange to give you back your vitality the warmth, dynamism, and compassion that you seek so much

— Trista Mateer ,“I Still Forget We’re Not Even Friends”

on childhood

Gillian Flynn / ? / Clementine von Radics / @/heavensghost / Li-Young Lee / Gillian Flynn / Oscar Wilde / Nicola Yoon / Rachel McKibbens

The Cockettes -- San Francisco acid hippy drag collective, 1972