Anonymous asked:
Hii, is someone here
Yes, i'm here.
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Ache~
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I used to ache
Deep down inside
Like a pulsar
Beam of darkness and light
It was long ago
Now I am hollow
I don't feel anymore
Nor hunger, nor sympathy or amore
I think I hate me
I think I hate them
I think I have nothing to complete me
I want to die cruel and innocent
Hopelessness dictates me
Apathy is my new friend
I think I would write a little more than this
But my anxiety has taken reign
I should and must grind everyday
I'm not better than I was before
I must stop and stop and stop
At each point of my life
I wish I had enough in me to summon a full stop
All at once and none at all
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Anonymous asked:
Hiya!!!! This me nadiya
😃😃😃Helllllloooooo nadiya How are you??......I miss you sometimes!!
balladofableedinggod2112-deacti
{ Farewell }
Forgive me mother,
Your daughter needs to die
She got crushed under the weight of masks she wore and lied.
I shall now take my leave father,
It's already too late
I need to prepare her pyre
Before the angels close their gates.
Don't cry now,
She feels nothing
I took her to bed wrapped in dreams;
The finest clothing.
It's me who now has a winter full of pain
to endure before I can enjoy the rain
But don't fret over me,
it won't be a fruitless labour
For in the journey I'll have the life's finest delicacy to savour.
Thank you for the resources,
I'll remember them forever
But I need to hurry before this temptation gives me a fever.
So here I go burning in my own flames, chanting
'Im not the blood in my veins
I'm not the flesh that I wear
I'm the choices that I make
No gods nor fates'
Into that seductive caves of chaos that calls my name
To lead the path to my divine self or another fated game.
- Niyadhya
“Breathe. You’re going to be okay. Breathe and remember that you’ve been in this place before. You’ve been this uncomfortable and anxious and scared, and you’ve survived. Breathe and know that you can survive this too. These feelings can’t break you. They’re painful and debilitating, but you can sit with them and eventually, they will pass. Maybe not immediately, but sometime soon, they are going to fade and when they do, you’ll look back at this moment and laugh for having doubted your resilience. I know it feels unbearable right now, but keep breathing, again and again. This will pass. I promise it will pass.”
— Daniell Koepke
Sometimes it's really hard to cope up the jinxed feelings...
The time spent this way before exammm !!😜😜 (at Annamacharya Institute Of Technology and Sciences)
Celebrated Independence day at ma school with ma loads and teachers..... (at Guru Nanak High School, Himayatnagar)