*crushes my emotions with my bare hands* as I was saying,

when you ship the ray of sunshine with the moody hot-headed mess

t h r e a d s .

i need to be like 12x hotter than i am now

sometimes i feel like i don’t have a purpose and that i should fling myself off a bridge before i have to live through the potential failures of my life. I’m afraid I’m gonna grow up and have nothing going for me and I’ll just be stuck in a miserable poor existence. I feel like it’s better i take myself out now before that happens. I feel so trapped in my head and no one can understand it but me. I feel like I’m destined to be a failure in life. Everyday it’s just another blow that slowly cracks at my will to live.