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_Living DeadGirl_

@unhuman5-blog

Externally alive
Internally, no air runs through

i think freckles, stretch marks, tattoos, bruises, birthmarks and scars are probably the coolest thing, you started with almost a blank canvas and look at u now, all this evidence that you’ve lived and the sun has shone on you and you’ve grown and maybe tripped up a few times and liked an image so much u made it a permanent part of u, beautiful.

That’s one of the most uplifting things I’ve read

This needs to get passed around more

I want to say I’ve tried to be the perfect daughter, family member, friend. But it would be untrue.

I want to say I try my best to get good grades to make you proud, But I can barely stay focused on one thing for more than 10 minutes.

I want to say I try to keep myself healthy so you don’t worry about me, But I barely get any sleep, I eat too much, and I don’t work out enough.

I want to say I try to be nice to people so you think I’m a good person, But I cant seem to make eye contact or hold conversations and it makes people think I’m rude.

I want to say I’m trying to be happy so I can make you happy, But I’m hurting myself on a daily and my mind is telling me to think otherwise, and I have so much trouble telling people how I’m actually feeling.

I wish I could be the person you want me to be, But I can barely be the person I think I am.