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sometimes life sucks and I want to die
I gave you all the pieces of me that I thought I was supposed to give; My heart, to give you love and companionship. My mind, so you knew my darkest secrets. My hands,  for holding on tightly when you almost let go. My lips, to plant kisses that could heal your sadness. My ears, for everything you needed to get off your chest, and my legs, so I could carry us on when you have gone. But I realized that every single piece of me would still not be enough  for your greedy heart.

4/30/2015 (via rykerquinten)

I recognized the beauty in the things around me today, saw blossoming life in the surrounding  greenery, found comfort in the small tremble of your  lower lip before we kiss, opened my mind to the reality of how minute I am in the grand scheme of things. I have people close to me who fill me with purpose,  with reason, with the idea that I mean more than the stardust I was born from. And my heart has grown to be five times the size it once was and I haven’t yet shed my love over enough people in this world to feed its lusting hunger. So I’m going to let it desire, and fill, and overflow atop the person who deserves a soul as stubborn and hardy as mine. I’m going to let it soak yours.

realizations // Haley Hendrick (via haleyincarnate)

1. You’d take him back. You’d take him back in a heartbeat, if it meant being his again. 2. The reason you didn’t sleep last night isn’t that you had to stay up doing homework till three in the morning. The reason is that you were going through old text conversations looking for a change. A shift, somewhere that you can identify as the point where he stopped loving you like before. Those kinds of things keep you up at night now. 3. You don’t need him anymore, but you want him. You want his smile in the morning and his laugh and his dumb jokes and his funny faces. You want it all because he means the world to you and every part of him is a part that you want to love. 4. You’re seventeen, but you drink like you’ve lived a lifetime of pain. You drink because you’ve had your heart ripped out- and you have tried to replace his love with other things, but only alcohol can make your heart race the way he used to. 5. Coffee tastes bitter on your tongue but you read online somewhere that it makes you less hungry so now you like bitter. Bitter is the only thing you want. And in the back of your mind you know it isn’t healthy and it’s not right but maybe if you get a little thinner you’ll be worth loving. Maybe if you tried a little harder at looking the right way and talking the right way rather than being loud and hungry, you’ll be enough. He’s made you question everything, and suddenly all you’ll wonder is why you weren’t worth loving. 6. You’d take him back. You’d take him back and you’d do anything to make him want you again, even when you know that he probably never wanted you in the first place.

Six things you won’t tell your friends (via exceptioninq)

Anonymous asked:

Please if you are reading this (I don't know if your inbox is full) just please don't hurt yourself today? Even if you feel like shit, take a walk or go shopping or something and drink a bunch of water or just be sad and watch a sad movie and cry a lot but don't harm yourself please. Your life is precious and I'm not saying "Hang on it gets better" because maybe it won't for a little while, but try to take a little care of yourself or something. You deserve a treat yo self day.

Thank you lovely. I probably won’t cut today because I have long sessions at school and the fact that you messaged me. I will try my best.

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