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Togther Anything Can Happen

@unexplainedsuicide-blog

I'm not gonna judge you, any of you, I understand what is like to be upset, angry, scared, disappointed, I understand the family issues, the relationship struggles, the self hate and the stupid mistakes, I understand it, I know the stupid acts of forgiveness and the pity apologies you've had to listen to, to be cheated on, played and used, to have people think of your life as a game while society gets you so low there is only one thing on your mind,
and that's suicide.
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Oh wells

You don't exist to me anymore, I don't know you, so don't come up and talk to me, I don't talk to strangers

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There is no way to do it with out pain and I'm done with the pain that's why I'm doing it
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MY DAY!🍕

So Remember those day's in school when your phone got taken off you by the teacher, it happened so many times to myself, I now work in after school care and yesterday a child brought in his phone and I had to confiscate his phone, ahahaha I felt so proud
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There are still days when I’m really fighting myself. Because although it has been 435 days, the thought of tearing my skin open still comforts me sometimes.

hasn’t been long with me but this shows that the want never gets better the need is always there

(via lyn534)

No that’s not true. The “sometimes” is like once in three months. And if you recover properly and not half like me, it will get better. You learn how to deal with the thoughts and how to not do it. It is possible otherwise I wouldn’t have made it so far already.

Once you've fallen so far down it's impossible to become as happy again like you can recover but never fully, You've lasted longer then some other have and you should be proud of that and I find the best way to hold off the feeling is to sleep, hope this helps guide you and others to a positive path so lives can be lived, check out my blog you might just like it ❤️🍕

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I'm so high I shouldn't be feeling anymore but I still feel every inch of emotional pain it's hurting so much