“She tries her best, but it hurts her chest.”
— The 1975, “She Lays Down”
you can break and heal at the same time. they forget to tell you that.
maybe i will talk to the sea she’s as angry and as gentle as me
If you don’t show what you feel, you will lose what you love
fun fact: not being able to remember information about people, no matter how much you are shamed for it, does not make you a bad person. you weren't just "not paying attention", you forgot because forgetting is a natural process and sometimes your brain dumps the wrong things out. forgetting does NOT make you a bad person!! especially if you have disorders that give you memory loss!! also, chronic fatigue really does fuck up your memory, and people who say "oh you must not care because you forgot" have no idea what you're going through!! it's an asshole thing to say and you are NOT at fault for not remembering.
honestly life is all about the little things that u barely even notice, that delicious coffee u had in the morning, ur friend randomly pinching ur cheek, the moon shining brighter than usual, the radio playing your favorite song. pay more attention to these details!!! they make life worth living
“There’s something so real about holding hands, some kind of complex simplicity, saying so much by doing so little. I love it.”
something deeply intimate about being outside early in the morning all alone and seeing the world as she is