February 12th, 2018 • 8:35 pm.

I still love you.

We bring out the best in each other.

I am vulnerable. You are vulnerable.

Vulnerability can be beautiful, right?

11•14•16

It’s really quite scary and exhausting how life doesn’t turn out the way you plan it. I’m running in circles wondering if I’ll ever get out.

. . .

Dear anyone, Please tell me that showing signs of weakness is in-some-crazy-far-fetched way a sign of strength. This paradox is killing me.

• faith

I think one of life’s hardest lessons to learn is how to have faith. How to have it, and how to keep it. It works in the simplest of manners like having faith that you’ll make it class on time or pass an exam to the most extreme cases like having faith that your loved one won’t die of an illness or that you’ll pass the biggest interview of your career.

Faith is a crucial concept that we all must learn.

I also think that faith works alongside the idea that “everything happens for a reason.” Sometimes, faith might not be enough for a certain instance. But then… Have faith in that idea, that everything truly does happen for a reason. Your failed instance shouldn’t give you reason to stop having faith, but understand that a new path is coming soon.

And then you’ll find another reason to have faith. And then maybe, just maybe, that instance will blossom from that beautiful faith.

9/13/16. I have faith in my instances. And when they don’t work, I have faith that they are happening for a very important reason. ❤️