bitches get out of kpop and start reblogging ugly tv men. girl what about jaehyun
Carl Sandburg, from The Selected Poems of Carl Sandburg; “Clark street bridge”
ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.
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whenever i post this it works reblog if u want to feel good things & the universe will bring u something sweet
Did my heart love till now? Forswear it, sight! For I never saw true beauty till this night.
Romeo + Juliet (1996) dir. Baz Luhrmann
one of the most fucked up things about the internet is how it has given us so many new ways to self harm that we don’t even realize is self harm. it’s something i’ve seen getting addressed little by little recently, as it’s finally being recognized for what it is.
it’s the kind of addictive behaviour we engage in that doesn’t actually benefit us in any way, such as:
- Reading The Comments
- ruthless discourse that won’t accomplish anything
- checking up on people and topics you shouldn’t
- 90% of body image stuff
- constant stream of devastating news
and so on, and so on!!
there are suddenly far less barriers and boundaries between our hearts and the entire rest of the constant, churning world, and sometimes the only thing holding us back from pointless hurt is our own willpower. that’s not always gonna be enough.
we feel shame for turning off anon, for blocking those who hurt us without giving them a “fair chance” first, for leaving a discussion, for leaving a space, for going offline, for missing out. we keep martyring ourselves, and for what? our hearts are not made for this.
we’re still adapting to whatever internet culture is and does to us. remember to breathe and forgive yourself every once in a while.
small steps you can take to get out of cycles (or at least what helped me):
- take stock of just how much time, energy and emotion you pour into something that doesn’t give back, and find out what’s Gotta Go
- “i’m only going to check this thing ONCE a day”, then week, then month, but at that point you probably no longer have a strong compulsion to Check
- “i’m not going to check this upsetting thing right before bed, because it will just make it hard to sleep”
- “i’m not going to check this upsetting thing first thing in the morning, because it’ll ruin my whole day”
- forgive yourself if you fail!!!!! just breathe. take a walk
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self-confidence, i’m realizing, is a lot deeper than just thinking i’m beautiful and being free in who i am. it also includes being confident in my decisions and trusting myself to be committed to the things i want to do. to step outside of my comfort zone and assure myself that i will be okay in doing so. this kind of self-confidence will help me see the success i want to see.