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Alyssa Leah-Marie Chapman

@uhalyssaaa-blog

I guess love just isn't my cup of tea.
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I need you

Life without you is like plants without the sun, singers without a voice, dancers without legs, overachievers without a job, fishermen without a rod, artists without a canvas, or even strippers without a pole. Life without you is absolutely pointless. 

#love
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Im absolutely terrified that im going to fuck this up. I've never met someone with such a beautiful mind. You're perfect.
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I should have known

Its sad that i fell in love with you and you broke my heart, completely shattered it, and i still fucking love you. I opened up to you, told you everything, i even had sex with you... you were my first New years kiss, and the next day you tell me you dont want a relationship. And i STILL fucking love you but you dont feel the same way that i do. You dont love me like i love you, you dont want me the way i want you. Our intentions are completely opposite and that fucking kills me.

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I dont really have feelings for you. I only want to be friends

Fuck this life, this world, and most of all... fuck you

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Life's a bitch, and then you die... That's why we get high.
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Class with you is miserable. You said we'd last forever.

You have no right to call me an alcoholic. Youre the one that fucked me up in the first place. I didnt smoke nor drink near as much when we dated as i did when we stopped dating. Please kindly shut the fuck up because you ruined my life.

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I want us to last forver. You make me the happiest girl in the world and i cant imagine life without you anymore

Please never leave me

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I gave myself to boys who didn't matter because I was trying to forget the one who did.

You're the only one who matters right now.

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YOU ARE ART. IF YOU'RE GOING THROUGH HELL, KEEP GOING MY FRIEND. YOU WON'T REGRET IT.
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ITS 7 IN THE FUCKING MORNING AND I HAVE YET TO FALL ASLEEP BECAUSE ALL I CAN DO IS THINK OF YOU AND CRY

i fucked up

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i hate myself

I told you things noone else knew... I poured my heart out to you... You actually made me feel like the world wasnt as fucked up as I thought it was and maybe i could even have a "happily - ever - after" you made life feel like life was worth living... I obviously thought wrong and i regret falling this inlove with you fully aware that you were going to break my heart.

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I GOT DRUNK BECAUSE I MISSED YOU AND NOW ITS 3:56AM AND I STILL FUCKING MISS YOU

a.c

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I WOKE UP WAY TO EARLY AND I COULDNT GO BACK TO SLEEP BECAUSE I WAS MISSING YOU SO MUCH AND I NEED TO BE WITH YOU.

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I fall deeper and deeper inlove with you by the second. Not just by how stunning you are, but the way you treat me like were the only people in the world... or maybe its how you make the world seem perfect and worth living. All I know is youre probably going to break my heart and thats okay.

a.c

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fuck i miss him

I cant get you out of my mind…

Should I be happy or upset that I cant do fucking classwork without thinking of your smile or your face.

Should i be scared? Falling this deep in love is scary. What happens when you move on or find someone better? What if you don’t even love me back?

My heart is racing…

I just need to touch you, talk to you, something…

Please say you love me back.

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If I'm sad all I have to do is think about you and everything's better again.

It's midnight and I still cant get you off my mind.