one of the best things that’s ever been mine

thankyou

i know at times you'll come here and stalk my blog. i just wanna take this chance to thank you for your immeasurable contribution to my life. thank you for staying even if you had every reason to leave. thank you for making it easier when life gets hard sayang.. 😌 thank you for your love that you show me regularly.. you are generous with your time, energy and forgiveness. iloveyou 😘💕💯

"right from the start you were a thief you stole my heart and i your willing victim i let you see the parts of me that weren't all that pretty and with every touch you fixed them"

one last chance

i'm sorry you can't trust me and won't ever let me in. i'm sorry you don't believe in me and that i could not win.. i'm sorry for not being perfect and for not being able to break your fears. i'm sorry for messing up and causing all your tears.. i'm sorry i can't fix it and make you want to stay. i'm sorry i wasn't good enough and now i have to pay.. i'm sorry i ever doubted it and made you second guess. i'm sorry i was so stupid. you haven't seen my best, yet..

its been 2days, no calls no texts, nothing. i wonder how she's doing.. whether she'd eaten or feeling okay.. all i get is a cold silent treatment 😓 i can't bear to lose her. i'll be in complete insane, i swear. having her twitter noti to be on, knowing she's talking to others makes me feel kinda down.. idky either..

take me back

i love you so very much, even though at times i do things that hurt. i try so hard to hope that you always see how much you being in my life means to me. i am sorry yet again for causing you pain. that is the last thing i ever wanted to do. even when i'm trying to look out for you and do the right thing, i mess up, i'm sorry for that too. i hope that you still know how much i love and cherish you, like nothing else in my life gives me the thrill of being loved by you. so i hope that you listen and see it in my eyes, this sincere apology that comes with tears from deep inside.. s.r