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Wanderlust

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Feeling so alone in a world full of so many people is the absolute worst feeling.

do you know this feeling?

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“Sometimes you just have to erase the messages, delete the numbers and move on. You don’t have to forget who that person was to you; only accept that they aren’t that person anymore.”

-anonymous
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“Nothing is never something it is always nothing.
As for me I am nothing I shall never be something..”

Silent deaths

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favorite Divide lyrics

Eraser: and when the world’s against me is when I really come alive // the world may be filled with hate, but keep erasing it now.

Castle on the Hill: and I miss the way you make me feel, and it’s real.

Dive: I could live, I could die, hanging on the words you say.

Shape of You: your love was handmade for somebody like me.

Perfect: I never knew you were the someone waiting for me // well I found a woman, stronger than anyone I know.

Galway Girl: she kissed me like there was nobody else in the room // I swear I’m going to put you in a song that I write, about a Galway girl and a perfect night.

Happier: my friends told me one day I’ll feel it too, and until then I’ll smile to hide the truth.

New Man: please, remember you’re still free, to make the choice and leave.

Hearts Don’t Break Around Here: I feel safe when you’re holding me near, love the way that you conquer your fear.

What Do I Know?: I’ll be sitting here with a song that I wrote, sing, love could change the world in a moment, but what do I know?

How Would You Feel?: I’m feeling younger, every time that I’m alone with you // I had both of my arms around you, watching the sunrise replace the moon.

Supermarket Flowers: but mum there’s a tear every time that I blink // a heart that’s broke is a heart that’s been loved // a life with love is a life that’s been lived.

Barcelona: get lost in the rhythm of me // I fell in love with the sparkle in the moonlight, reflected in your beautiful eyes.

Bibia Be Ye Ye: someone told me always say what’s on your mind, and I am only being honest with you, I get lonely and make mistakes from time to time.

Nancy Mulligan: never had I seen such beauty before, the moment that I saw her.

Save Myself: they gave me the heartache and in return I gave a song // cause she’d just smile and I’m complaining in a song, but it helps.

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Can you just tell me how you feel? Tell me if you want me in your life and tell me if you don’t . Tell me why you keep messaging me every now and then tell me what it means. Tell me if it doesn’t mean anything at all. Tell me if you ever loved me or if you just pretended. Tell me if you ever cared about me or tell me you never did. Tell me if what we had was real. Just tell me how you fucking feel even if it’s the words I don’t want to hear

a draft of a text I’ve been wanting to send #2 (via brokenpromisesbrokenpeople)

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effy002
Sometimes you gotta give up on people. Not because you don’t care But because they don’t…

(via effy002)

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Summer Road Trip Playlist

This week I am preparing to go on a road trip so I created a playlist to listen to on the road. Check it out and enjoy.

1. Childs Play - Drake

2. Hold Up - Beyonce

3. Calm Down - G-Eazy

4. This Is What You Came For - Calvin Harris (feat. Rihanna)

5. Panda - Desiigner

6. One Dance - Drake (feat. Wizkid & Kyla)

7. Famous - Kanye West

8. Waves - Kanye West

9. Don’t Let Me Down - The Chainsmokers

10. Beautiful - Doja Cat

11. All Night - Chance the Rapper (feat. Knox Fortune)

12. Low Life - Future (feat. The Weeknd)

13. All We Got - Chance the Rapper (feat. Kanye West)

14. Needed Me - Rihanna

15. Pop Style - Drake (feat. The Throne)

16. Order more - G-Eazy (feat. Starrah)

17. Blessing - Chance the Rapper

18. Let me Love You - Ariana Grande (feat. Lil Wayne)

19. Runnin - Kehlani

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One day, she’s going to know. She’ll know your birthday, your middle name, where you were born, your star sign, and your parents names. She’ll know how old you were when you learnt to ride a bike, how your grandparents passed away, how many pets you had, and how much you hated going to school. She’ll know your eye colour, your scars, your freckles, your laugh lines and your birth marks. She’ll know your favourite book, movie, candy, food, pair of shoes, colour, and song. She’s going to know why you’re awake at 5am most nights, where you were when you realised you’d lost a good friend, why you picked up the razor and how you managed to put it down before things went too far. She’s going to know your phobias, your dreams, your fears, your wishes, and your worries. She’s going to know about your first heartbreak, your dream wedding, and your problems with your parents. She’ll know your strengths, weaknesses, laziness, energy, and your mixed emotions. She’s going to know about your love for mayonnaise, your dream of being famous when you were five, your need to quote any film you know all the way through, and your fear of growing older. She’ll know your bad habits, your mannerisms, your stroppy pout, your facial expressions, and your laugh like it’s her favourite song. The way you chew, drink, walk, sleep, fidget and kiss. She’s going to know that you’ve already picked out wedding flowers, baby names, tiles for the bathroom, bridesmaid dresses, and the colour of your bedroom walls. She’s going to know, get annoyed at and then accept that you leave clothes everywhere, take twenty minutes to order a Starbucks, have to organise your DVD’s alphabetically, and check your horoscope… just incase. She’ll know your McDonald’s order, how many sugars to put in your tea, how many scoops of ice cream you want, and that you need your sandwiches cut into triangles. She’s going to know how you feel without you telling her, that you need a wee from a look on your face, and that you’re crying without shedding tears. She’s going to know all of it. Everything. You, from top to bottom and inside out. From learning, from sharing, from listening, from watching. She’s going to know every single thing there is to know, and you know what else? She is still going to love you.

Unknown (via abbiegay)

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litglob
We say we want to make Mars more Earth-like. Instead, we are making Earth more Mars-like.

litglob © 2016 (via litglob)

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Sometimes I wish I have a warning sign across my head saying “Please don’t fall in love with me.” Please don’t fall in love with me, I am cruel, cold, distant, heartless, and unemotional. My guards and walls are way up high in the sky, and it will take too much of an effort for you to climb it up, much more to destroy it all the way down. Please don’t fall in love with me, I will cringe every time you touch me, and I’ll remember all the horrible ways I was touched before. I’ll always have my slippers and my bags packed, ready to go, and my heart ready to run away from you. And I will not look back. Please don’t fall in love with me, I will always protect myself first before thinking of loving you, and most of the time I don’t even know how to love myself for me to know how to love you back. Please don’t fall in love with me, unless you’re prepared to share your one beating heart with me. A boy had stolen my heart a long time ago, and he never gave it back to me, and I wasn’t able to retrieve it again. And if you do share your heart, expect me to be possessive, jealous, and moody for I will not accept any other occupants of your heart. Fall in love with me only if you’re ready to give it your all, only if you’re ready to battle with all of my demons, and only if you love me despite all that I am and all that I’m not. And to the boy who had stolen my heart, please fall in love with me.

cynthia go // Please don’t fall in love with me [80/365] (via cynthiatingo)

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Sometimes, people will come to our lives and completely change everything. They will come and they will stay. For a day, a week, a month, even for years. They will make us feel so important, so happy, so inspired, so full of life as if we’re sleeping on the clouds everyday. As if they are our favorite cup of tea. And yet, we’ll wake up one day and we’ll feel different. Like something is wrong. And then that moment will happen, that moment wherein some circumstances will cause them to leave us and we’ll have absolutely no control over it. That even if we have done all efforts for them to stay, nothing could ever stop them from leaving us. And we’ll go back to where we started, like a child who’s still learning how to walk. Because the only thing we could do is to watch them from afar, as they try to live a life without us, and we’ll just have to try our hardest to try and live a new life without them in it. 

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But, the thing is, I’m not really a negative person… The amount of hope and promise for the future I contain just tends to explode inside the bottle of reality, and so, like a callus over my heart, I think negatively and speak negatively while keeping the positive for the deep abyss inside.