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Ruin Everything.

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hesezrawr
You don’t know it, do you? How it hard it has been for me since I lost you. That if I could just turn back time, i’d never let you go. It was never easy. Everything just felt like bullshit the day after you walked away. And to be honest, I’ve never felt this miserable about losing someone before. It’s just you who made me feel this way. Your existence gave me so much reasons to love this life I have and now that you’re gone, it feels like you took them away. It’s like i’m back to basics — trying to put every little piece of me that you broke.

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life-lifes
You wont reply to my texts, but what if I told you that I’ve been awake for the past three days thinking about different ways to tell you that I’m sorry? I’m sorry that I fell faster than you but it was never supposed to be a race. I didn’t want to win this. I’m sorry that my emotions are like a hurricane. I now understand the reason hurricanes are named after people. I’m sorry that my mind gets so dark that it makes my entire body seem like a shadow. I promise I’m still there it’s just hard to find me. And lastly, I’m sorry that I couldn’t be the girl that you wanted me to be. I’m never going to be her and I’m so sorry for that.

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I miss you. I hate you, but I miss you. My brain has been playing a game Of tug of war with my heart Ever since the day you left. I wish I could say I no longer need you But you knew how to scoop the pieces of my broken soul Into your own cupped hands. In a way that no one else can. And I really fucking miss that. To this day, no one knows more about me Than the amount you learned within the first month. And I think it’s safe to say I knew more about you Than possibly even you do. Because you used to believe your own promises But I knew you would leave Since the day we met. I used to lie next to you and cry while you slept, Wondering how much time I had left You see, I was never foolish enough to think you’d stay I was just never quite ready to say goodbye.

Never Quite Ready - V.P. (via bandaids-for-the-heart)

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