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Sparks Fly Whenever You Smile

@twinklesparklingstars

19. Malaysian
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ethereal things to stay alive for

  • flowers blooming
  • hugging someone after a long time
  • wandering in bookstores
  • late night talks
  • listening to vinyl records
  • walking through forests
  • the smell of rain
  • dancing late at night
  • fairy lights
  • seeing jellyfish
  • listening to nature in the morning
  • flower meadows
I’m never comfortable talking about myself and my thoughts and feelings i’m always afraid the other person doesn’t wanna listen to that nor keep talking about it because they’re my problems and not theirs every time someone tries and makes me open up to them I desperately wanna vent deep from my heart but at the same exact time i wanna end the conversation because it makes me extremely uncomfortable and nervous and it makes me hate myself even more because why am i like this why do i have all those mental issues and complicated thoughts and feelings and worries i wanna be normal and i wanna live and breathe and go out and make friends i wanna feel good about myself i wanna feel motivated and interested in doing new things and meeting new people but instead i lay down in my room in the freaking darkness thinking about everything that i am and everything that i wish to be

Everything that I feel - highlypoetic (via wnq-writers)

Some very bad things have happened to me. So bad that if I ever tell you about it, you’ll feel sorry. But then I’ve done bad things to people, too. So I guess everyone has their demons. There’s no such thing as a ‘completely good person’. We just have flawed people who try to be good. Sometimes they succeed. Sometimes they don’t.