no actually i think it was kind of hastag girlboss of me to turn a bad friendship breakup into winning two writing competitions
The one time i turn down a guy, cause I'm honestly not attracted to him and all the songwriters making me feel guilty man, like I'm one of you guys
gang fam
Before I fell in love for the first time, I didn’t get how two people could just break up and never talk to each other again. How could you do that after all the history you made together, I thought. But now, as I am heartbroken, I get it. You can’t just go back to being friends and pretend like nothing happened between you two. You can’t watch your ex-lover move on and meet someone else. It’s simply too hard to watch the person you once loved more than you loved yourself, look at someone else the way they looked at you.
I think I’ve never had a true romantic interest before, someone who stops my heart and starts my stuttering, someone who I can’t wait to see. All I’ve had are half-made crushes on any decent human being because I’m so in love with the idea of being in love that I start projecting unto others and I feel like I’ll never find it.
I used to pick the scabs off my skin because I couldn’t stand to see physical proof of my own body taking care of me. I used to hate it and hate it and hate it and all it ever did was love me.
Why is that?
I’m sorry for what I did to you, what I thought, and still think sometimes. I love you back. I am trying.
— alhwrites
I want time to be quiet. I want a week where there’s nothing expected of me. I want some light snowfall. I want a home I can rearrange the furniture with every season. To bring friends over to be warmed by the fireplace. I want to paint the walls. I want to curl into you until I feel my hurt fall asleep. I want to pluck rosemary from the windowsill. I want to feel comfort again. I want so much space in my heart for the light to fill.
a year.
january calls me a coward, L.H. / february, N.T. / to march, emily dickinson / an ode to april, @written-honey / daydreaming of may, @still-untitled / the truth the dead know, anne saxton / everything changed when i forgave myself, charlotte eriksson / will you be quiet, please? raymond carver / turquoise silence, sanober khan / untitled, @nightb-us / tristesse, gottfried benn (trans. david paisey) / the month of december, @voddxa
“If I really care, I'll try like 400 times. But once I'm done, it's over.”
I no longer want to be adored by someone who is only bored.
Watching the euphoria gives you a certain euphoria about the euphoria you're euphorring
I've finished Grey's anatomy and murder ain't that nice as yall say, I mn mgleh not the best
Guys I need to be famous asap!
It's an emergency
Getting a PhD just so I can use the gender-neutral title 'Dr' in official forms.
The only two genders
Rocking twink and big top
when you’re closeted and your mum starts saying that she hates you’re not dressing feminine anymore and you look “like a boy and it’s not a good look” and just generally starts a load of verbal abuse
"I love your name"
"Thanks it was a gift"