I wondered why I didn’t see any updates but I saw notifications pop up on my phone. I gotta respect her boundaries. It’s been a rough couple of days with work n hearing shit around the rooms. Talked with my sponsor just be fuck ppl man they got their own problems n they wanna worry about mine. Just work my program n truth always reveals itself. Still miss her every day. The past week showed pics from our trip to big island n being at the beach n some tasteful photos of us at the airbnb. I remember coming back n “love” was “renewed” for a bit n felt good. Great now thinking about this I’m starting to remember the bad. Time to meditate.