maybe not academic, but i enjoyed the moment so much. I'm sitting by the window, drinking cheap ass coffee, listening to cigarettes after sex in my thrifted headphones, it's cold enough to feel fresh (rare feeling at the summer), but warm enough to sit just in a robe and socks at the windowsill, looking at the stars and neighbor's windows, which keep light up and get dark again. i wonder what they are doing. the trees, the path and the street light are so far down. and sometimes I've been scared of sounds that kept louder from afar. when the music obediently stopped, i would breathe out with a relief. it were the trains. just the trains. life is real. i am real.
“i don’t like to doze by the fire. i like adventures, and i’m going to find some.” - jo march, little women
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adulthood is just a fight to hold onto innocence
Anonymous asked:
ви вірите в бога?
серйозно? отаким буде мій перший аск? 😭
ні
але інколи мені подобається газлайтити себе у віру в вищі сили
a winter studying aesthetic
- warming your hands on a mug of coffee, tea, or hot chocolate
- settling in to study under a pile of blankets
- short days, waking for your first class while it’s still dark
- your favorite sweater, worn and wearing thin
- walking from one class to the next, face shielded from the wind by a hand-knitted scarf
- writing even as your fingers grow stiff with cold
- a glow of warm, flickering candlelight
- getting distracted by snow falling just outside your window
- working diligently, pushing through to the end of the semester
- deep, calming breaths before a big test that turn to fog in the frigid air
- a glimpse of the sun, low on the horizon
- long novels piled on your bedside table
- taking a study break to have a snowball fight with your friends
Ok, hear me out…
Swarovski shoulder necklaces…
Just insanely beautiful.
“October, crisp, misty, golden October, when the light is sweet and heavy”