semmi sem közelítheti meg őt

“you think that if god ever loved anyone it has never been you and it has never been him, either. but for the longest time you were sure god put the sun in his veins. and maybe if you cut him open he would bleed golden; but later it became clear that god did not put the sun in him. because when he died the sun did not fall from the sky, and the world didn’t end either (although yours may have.) but you did not see him bleed and you would have been glad not to. because it was red and red and red, and you do not ever remember seeing a sun like that. (maybe it is red for something else, maybe for his shaking hands and shaking voice, maybe for wanting him and wanting too much, maybe for something in the sky and something far away.) and you were sure that god did not put the sun in him. but maybe he put another star right there in his chest. and later, later; he tells you, not god — but him, he tells you, that maybe god put that same star in yours”

“Nyár van, / kiköltözöm az ég alá / szerelmed nomádjának: / süssön a Nap, mint a végzet – / egész testemmel / égjek!”

THE BEAR Honeydew

Arian Moayed: [...] All these episodes are packed with stuff, much longer than the 60 minutes that are in there. In this conversation that we had together, I just remember there were some lines about — it wasn't much, it was a little bit — about how [Kendall's] dad treated him as a child.  Right, because Stewy was there. Moayed: Oh, he saw it. There was this whole section of like, "Do you remember?" Stewy sees all that. "Why the fuck do you give a shit about your dad right now? He treated you like trash your whole life."

~possession~