Ash 🧿

The Smashing Pumpkins: Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness (1995)

this is the funniest fucking show ever

life is just humiliating yourself over and over and learning to live with the inherent shame of being alive !! do what makes you happy !! it is impossible to live life without embarrassment, so why bother trying !!

[looks for you in everything] [finds you there]

JOSEPH HAXAN

— Arabelle Sicardi, from “The Year in Ugliness.”

“the worst they could say is no” true but while they are saying it they very well could hit me with force lightning like palpatine. From star war

something is always happening and there is no pause. i want to vomit

Some of y’all act like basic manners, general human decency, and kindness to others is SO MUCH emotional labor. I don’t like that shit.

God wants to put you on a cake and cut through you

i wish there were more than 24 hours in a day and beverages were $1 and growing up didn’t hurt so much

So sad that very basic gestures and instinctual human responses are now seen by so many as embarrassing. So much humanness is lost within misplaced shame or judgment… Just thinking of the times I’ve cried on the train, dropped food all over myself, snot running down my face and laughing. Life is too short to constrict the psyche to this kind of meaningless restriction tbh at some point you have to free yourself from the ideas that limit capacity to just BE in wholeness, in mess, in glory— and live without how you’re told to live!

maybe later we could hang out and take turns bursting into tears

what if I just decided to live without shame. what then

Hey, don't cry. A single thread in a tapestry, though its color brightly shines, can never see its purpose in the pattern of the grand design, ok?