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@triberation

A | 30 | married to @bluesyluvr

Does anyone else have an list of 10-15 untouchable thoughts that if you let yourself remeber or think about them for even a second it’s excruciating or is this a me thing

anyone else in the us seeing/hearing “dadication” ads? literally just an ad to men telling them they should be good dads. i think public education ads like that should be more frequent instead of constant ads to sell a product, its just pathetic that men need to be reminded “be present for your kid”

continually astounded to learn that someone around me is actually for real christian. like. aren't you supposed to grow out of that

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Rococo Era paintings by Elizabeth Vigée Lebrun, François Boucher, Jakob Björck, Antoine-Jean Gros and François-Hubert Drouais.

my 3:30 tuesday kid cancelled so i rescheduled them to today but i was having a shitty day so i asked to reschedule to next week. the mom is being kinda short with me through text and i feel bad but i just couldn’t do it today. i feel so guilty, especially because i cancelled on them last week bc i was sick. they were fine with it bc the kid had a double ear infection anyway, but i just feel like a piece of shit for cancelling twice in 2 weeks. i’ve never cancelled on them before in 6 months of seeing this kid though. idk. maybe i need to go back on zoloft

My deepest darkest fantasy is that I collapse on the street and I am rushed to the hospital. They perform a bunch of tests and find out I am severely deficient in some kind of vitamin. Then I start taking the vitamin and I become the happiest cleverest person alive because all my problems were caused by this one deficiency

Moreover, everyone gathers around to be tremulously compassionate and discreetly admiring: all this time, you lacked the Vitamin? And yet you persevered?

the mom of one of the kids i work with has a 5 year old, 4 year old, and 2 year old, and she and i are both 30. bro i can’t imagine being a mother of 3 at my age. i thought she must be 35 or so

anyway you should always remember that all those foreigners you see dying on the news are just as real people as you are who have just as much interiority as you do. there is nothing about you that makes you more important and it is by pure chance that you are not in their position. in fact, this holds for all of history. every person, no matter the horror of the fate that befell them, had just as much interiority as you do. i feel like some people haven't fully internalized this.

the biggest lesson im learning is that nothing is as extreme or as permanent as our emotions convince us they are. nothing is certain and things are always fluctuating and there are always exceptions and there are always mistakes. there is always pain and there is always love. everything is a delicate touch away from changing