at least ill get to see my mom brother and sister one last time tomorrow

nothing i can do

because then id know at least you know whats been killing me

but i wish i was missed

my presence isnt missed, deservedly

ive been singing at the moon thinking somehow youd fucking hear it

i wish you could hear me

im worse than what i imagined

guess i didnt mean

much

my heart hurts

fuck

breathing is so difficult