i wish i had more time with you

Pass it on: Hoseok is a bright and beautiful person who deserves respect and attention. 

More truth has never been spoken

@suga-to-ur-coffee, @will-senpai-ever-notice-meh

how long has this been a thing lmao

Gem

**You hear Yoongi’s mixtape and feel conflicted over its messages**

2,912 words

WARNING: Mentions mental illnesses

You didn’t know .. you seriously didn’t know. “How could I miss something so important ?” you thought to yourself. There was a mountain of dishes waiting to be cleaned yet you stood rooted to your spot. All awareness of your surrounding gone. “I failed.. I failed when I should’ve been the one person to not fail.” A single tear starts to drip down your face. As it falls so does the plate in your hand shattering on the tile floor creating a pool of shards. You were leaning down to pick up them up when a voice echoed from the walls.

“ Sweetheart what was that?!” you hear a familiar voice yell from your door

“.. he sounds the same ..” you thought. Out of habit you smile and your heart flutters in your chest.

“ Y/N? Shit baby! what happened?” He walked into the kitchen to see you picking up broken glass. Similar to how your heart was feeling looking up at your boyfriend.

“ Hey be careful, don’t cut yourself. Let me help you” He smiles at you as he also leans down expecting you to smile and thank him so he could tease you for your carelessness. But instead he was meet with silence, not even a little grin.

“Baby?… Babe?… look at me, what’s wrong?” Yoongi stares are you waiting patiently for your answer. Concern taking over his body. “ Baby, you look pale are you sick? Don’t touch any of the shards I’ll clean it up go lay down love”

“yoongi, you-” you were gonna ask him why hasn’t he told you. Why hasn’t he opened up to you about his pains. Why did you leave you in the dark? Were you not good enough? Why did you have to find out from his music rather than hearing it face to face? Why is he acting like everything’s okay and instead focusing his attention on you? All these questions and emotions swirled in your head not even paying attention to the stinging injury on your palm as you accidentally sliced your left hand with a shard. The pain couldn’t be avoided for long and the sharp pain made you wince and come back to reality.

“ Y/N! this isn’t like you what’s wrong? Babe…” yoongi could see something was wrong but your face told him you weren’t ready to talk.. what he didn’t know was you just couldn’t say the words crashing in your mind. After receiving no response again he decided not to interrogate you any longer. With a sigh he carefully moves around the shards, wraps his arms around your waist and gently lifts you onto the counter.

“ There now stay you clutz I’ll be right back” A single gentle yet loving peck on the cheek before avoiding the shards again to get the first aid kit. He dashes over and you smirk over how he’s basically prancing to get over to you.

“There’s my beautiful babe” you hear him say when he finally sees your smile. You look at him to practically feel the love oozing from his words. You quickly look away your heart hurting more than your bleeding hand, too ashamed to look at him. The thought of “I failed” circling your mind.

Yoongi is quick to notice your sudden cold behavior but doesn’t say anything. He instead opens the first aid kit, sets it next to you and picks out the disinfectant, wipes, and gauze.

“Baby this might sting but stay still okay?” He whispers worrying that anything more than a whisper will cause you to break. He was worried sick inside missing the usual energetic you lighting up his world when he feels surrounded by darkness.

You simply nod still avoiding his eyes

Yoongi sets to work, his slender hand gently gripping yours while his free hand cleans off the blood. He sighs in relief to see it is not a serious cut. He focuses again gently applying the disinfectant frowning when he notices you wince in pain. Making it as painless as possible he finishes by wrapping the gauze taping it in place before putting away the kit in the sink cabinet. He didn’t want to put it away in the bathroom where it belongs because he was more concerned over you.

He still sees you avoiding his eyes and his heart breaks a bit more and more as the seconds tick by to minutes. He wants to see you smile, to hear that beautiful laugh more lovely than any melody he can imagine, and more importantly to see your eyes brim with life that inspires him to keep going whenever he caves into his insecurities. He searches desperately for those signs of life, without them he doesn’t feel complete and fear sets in, but instead he sees you looking down and starting to shake. Starting to panic he grips both of your hands but careful not to cause pain on your palm.

“Baby, baby Y/N please talk to me. Why are you shaking? What happened? Did someone hurt you? I’ll kick whoever’s ass dared to hurt you. Was it your fucking coworkers again? I knew they were trouble let me tag along with you to work tomorrow I’ll fucking-” He stops as he suddenly feels your arms fling around his neck and wrap them securely around him moving your legs so that he could fit closer to you.

“Babe?”

“ I love you so much, yoongi. My precious yoongi..”

“what is this about?” He starts to think you were gonna break up with him and starts to rapidly think of any problems you two might’ve had. Then it clicked.

“You heard my mixtape…”

“Mhm”

“You understood the lyrics…”

“of course”

Yoongi stayed silent. Not moving and stiffening because he realized he can’t hide it from you anymore. A cold chill running down his spine in fear.  He can’t hide the inner conflicts in himself anymore, he can’t hide from you his inner monsters who never failing to toss insecurities and doubt at his face. He can no longer hide his fear of himself and how he wonders who really is Min Yoongi. He closed his eyes and lowered his head into your neck in shame. He felt weak. He felt stupid. Worst of all he felt he failed you and couldn’t be that dependable boyfriend.

He was starting to accept that you would break up with him. Who would want to date such a dark and broken man? He was preparing to hear those heartbreaking words but opened his eyes in shock when he felt your hand gently caress his hair.

Your hand felt nice against his hair. He felt your hand shake and felt you trying to hold your body from shaking too much. He didn’t understand what was going on.

“Why can’t you just say that you hate me and break up with me already?! this is torture” he thought as he felt himself relax into your touch and wrap his arms around your waist without him knowing.

Once you felt him relax you felt calmer too. You gulped back the possible tears and continued to gently caress his silky hair. You felt ready to speak the words you desperately wanted to tell him. Determination to tell him made your body relax and stop shaking from the heartbreak you felt earlier. The need to get your words out shoved your own insecurities to the back of your head.

“I always loved your hair. It’s so soft but I wish it was black again” you lightly started.

Yoongi showed no reaction

“I remember when we first met, I was so nervous when I saw you the first thing I did was compliment your hair and run away from embarrassment”

You felt him smile a bit against your neck as he too remembered.

“It was so cute.”

“Hey, I still am!” you tease finally gaining the courage to look at his eyes. Man, do you love his eyes. You loved it best when it shined with passion and couldn’t get enough of those beautiful eyes.

Yoongi laughed with an empty tone but now he was the one looking down. Ashamed to look at you.

You pulled him close and held him tight.

He was ready to hear the words. He was content and blessed to have had you in his life. He was planning on how to move on and wish you happiness.

“I-”

“Here it comes” he thought

“-am-”

“I love you Y/N, be happy” he said in his head giving you a silent goodbye because he knew he wouldn’t be able to say it to your face without breaking down. He didn’t want to take the chance of you dating him out of pity.

“-so proud of you”

Yoongi’s eyes split wide open he pulled away and looked right at you

“wait. what?”

“I am so proud of you Min Yoongi.” You said as you cup his cheeks and giggle internally as he just stares at you mouth hanging down.

“Baby, it takes so much courage to make yourself vulnerable. One of the things people try to hide is their pain and fears because they don’t want to face those problems. They would rather move away from that road and try to avoid them as much as possible. But you, you genius artist, you took the courage and faced your problems head on. You didn’t avoid them. You acknowledged your inner monsters and decided to fight them. And fighting isn’t always physical, to fight your monsters also means to accept them. From accepting that these monsters, or conflicts, exist you learn how to move past them. Sweetie, I love you so much. Your mixtape was art. Thank you for being so open and trusting your audience enough to reveal such feelings and emotions. Yoongi, you are not alone. Yes, you might feel broken and lost but that does not mean you are weak or that you have lost. You can only be molded again into something better and stronger. You are an inspiration. You have come out and confessed that your struggle with social anxiety and depression. You took a valiant step and revealed the pain inside you that is such an accomplishment not a retrogression. One of the hardest things ever in life is to reveal your inner pain.  It’s a ridiculous concept of society to view mental health as unimportant. No, it is important. Your feelings are important and they deserve attention when they start to negatively take over. They aren’t like physical injuries where you could put a cast and wait a couple weeks. Mental injuries are terrifying since it could come back to haunt you. But that does not mean they are impossible to overcome. I cannot say enough how proud I am of you for accepting that you do have a mental illness and confessing to having them. It’s okay to have a mental illness. Not saying it’s a good thing to have but I’m saying that you are not crazy and your value does not lower in any way. It means you are hurt and you are scared. It also gives a chance to be surrounded by love and recover. I was hurt because I thought I wasn’t enough that you didn’t trust me enough to tell me your pains. But I promise, I will not leave you. I will be right next to you every step of the way. I will help you fight because no one said a battle has to be fought alone. I will be there when you doubt yourself and remind you how worthy and wonderful you are and help you see your talents. You will win because you already won the first battle of not running away. ”

You caught your breath and noticed Yoongi was silent.

He stared at you. No words. No expression. Just speechless. He felt so confused. “You were going to stay?”

“MIN YOONGI DID YOU THINK I WAS GOING TO LEAVE?”

“Shit did I say that out loud?”

“You idiot!!”

“HUH?”

“I love you. I love you because you are amazing. I admire your dedication to music. My heart beats wildly seeing you regardless of whether it’s your morning bed head or all dressed up for the stage. You inspire me to keep pursuing my dreams. You give me strength. You are adorable because I know you deeply care for your members even though you don’t say it out loud. You have a heart of gold. 1 in an billion. You are worthy. I will tell you this 100 times a day 200 times a day and more to remind you how much of a wonderful person, artist, and brother you are to your members.”

He still doesn’t say anything but suddenly you see tears flooding from his eyes. You start to panic but then he suddenly pulls you against him wrapping his arms right around you. Diving into the crook of your neck and letting go the tears he held inside for way too long.

You smile warmly and reciprocate his hug gently caressing his hair again as he cries loudly.

“I love you. You are worthy. You are amazing. You are a true strong inspiration.” You say out loud repeating it until he stops crying and stays flush against you.

You two sit in comforting silence.

In that time he realizes that he really isn’t alone. He feels strength. A bit fearful since your monsters don’t leave at once but he felt motivation because he knows now that this battle is not made to fight alone. And he is lucky to have you to fight it with him. He relaxes in a way he haven’t felt in probably years. A huge weight is lifted and he feels something he hasn’t felt in a long time: satisfaction. Pride in his music and pride to have you in his life.

“ I love you so much Y/N. Never leave me. please” He says locking his eyes onto yours.

You smile wide seeing that spark in his eyes again. A genuine spark with a hint of a new fresh glowing confidence.  You kiss him. Locking your lips with his firmly to show him you meant what you told him earlier.

“ I will never leave such a great man”

“But you’re wrong”

“Huh?” you ask in confusion.

“what you said earlier about not being enough. You are more than enough. I’m so damn lucky to have you. I was just too scared to reveal to you my inner self because I felt weak and scared. I’m sorry for making you think that way baby. I’ll be more honest with you from now on babe because I want to depend on such an amazing woman and recover. I want to feel like Min Yoongi again.”

“You will. I promise. I’ll be here every step of the way. and your fans will too”

He smiles wider. That gummy smile returns to his face. He feels complete. He sees the love surrounding him. He can’t ever forget his fans who have showed nothing but love since the beginning. And he certainly can’t ever forget about you and your efforts to stay with him.

“Good because you’re mine and I’m not going to let you go… I am too lucky to have you. I’ll be a man you’ll be proud of”

You kiss every kind of his face. His forehead, eyes, cheeks, nose and ending with a passionate kiss on the lips.  

“You already are a man I’m proud of. I told you just now and I’ll tell you again and again as long as I’m here”

He moves to kiss you again wanting to show how much he loves you before his phone starts to ring in his pocket. Annoyed he picks it up.

“what?”

“HYUNG I LOVE YOU WHERE ARE YOU? I NEED YOU COME HERE COME TO THE DORMS. ”

you laugh because you know it’s Taehyung calling his brother in concern

“IS THAT Y/N NOONA?! TELL HER I SAID HI. HI NOONA. WAIT WERE YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING?! WAIT WAS I COCKBLOCKING I AM SO SO-”

He gets cut off before Namjoon deep voice cuts in “Shoo taehyung. Hey hyung, you okay? I’m sure if you’re with Y/N you’re okay but the members and I were worrying about you. We love your mixtape and we support you. We’re here for you hyung. ”

His conversation gets cut off again with Taehyung crying over how beautiful the mixtape was, Jimin trying to control him, Jungkook helping but crying again himself with Hoseok and Jin trying to get order back before Yoongi cuts off the call.

“.. they’re idiots” you says but there’s no hiding the gratitude in his smile.

you laugh “ let’s go, they’re waiting for you and we can all talk about how sick those beats were”

“I want to stay here.. you’re so soft and I want to continue…” He says while holding you close to him.

You poke his nose lovingly before hopping off the counter.

“maybe later, love,” you wink,“but first let’s clean this mess we forgot about and head over. I’m pretty sure the other babies are dying to see you”

He pouts but nonetheless listens cleaning the neglected shards before leaving your apartment.

He grips your hand securely on the way because he knows he will not let the gem next to him go.

Author’s Note: Wow my first fic! I hope you enjoy and stay for more because I have a couple chps and ideas down for more fics soon~~ Please give me feedback and if you would like to see more of my writing! 

Min Yoongi made me so proud and his mixtape was just amazing inspiring me to write this. To those suffering through similar circumstances please don’t ever feel like you are alone there are people to love you and look out for you. There’s so much I want to say but I’m too excited to show you this fic to think! Enjoy and thank you!

this is amazing ;-; I cannot explain how beautiful this is because im busy bawling my eyes please make more like this if you can.♡

Wow! Thank you so much for the love💕 It means sooo much! I worked really hard on this so I’m very glad that it all paid off! Thank you thank you! and I am working on a series and planning on releasing the first Chp soon!

Aw you're welcome. All the work you put in really paid off. If you're releasing more I think I'll just start crying now omg T-T

Gem

**You hear Yoongi’s mixtape and feel conflicted over its messages**

2,912 words

WARNING: Mentions mental illnesses

You didn’t know .. you seriously didn’t know. “How could I miss something so important ?” you thought to yourself. There was a mountain of dishes waiting to be cleaned yet you stood rooted to your spot. All awareness of your surrounding gone. “I failed.. I failed when I should’ve been the one person to not fail.” A single tear starts to drip down your face. As it falls so does the plate in your hand shattering on the tile floor creating a pool of shards. You were leaning down to pick up them up when a voice echoed from the walls.

“ Sweetheart what was that?!” you hear a familiar voice yell from your door

“.. he sounds the same ..” you thought. Out of habit you smile and your heart flutters in your chest.

“ Y/N? Shit baby! what happened?” He walked into the kitchen to see you picking up broken glass. Similar to how your heart was feeling looking up at your boyfriend.

“ Hey be careful, don’t cut yourself. Let me help you” He smiles at you as he also leans down expecting you to smile and thank him so he could tease you for your carelessness. But instead he was meet with silence, not even a little grin.

“Baby?… Babe?… look at me, what’s wrong?” Yoongi stares are you waiting patiently for your answer. Concern taking over his body. “ Baby, you look pale are you sick? Don’t touch any of the shards I’ll clean it up go lay down love”

“yoongi, you-” you were gonna ask him why hasn’t he told you. Why hasn’t he opened up to you about his pains. Why did you leave you in the dark? Were you not good enough? Why did you have to find out from his music rather than hearing it face to face? Why is he acting like everything’s okay and instead focusing his attention on you? All these questions and emotions swirled in your head not even paying attention to the stinging injury on your palm as you accidentally sliced your left hand with a shard. The pain couldn’t be avoided for long and the sharp pain made you wince and come back to reality.

“ Y/N! this isn’t like you what’s wrong? Babe…” yoongi could see something was wrong but your face told him you weren’t ready to talk.. what he didn’t know was you just couldn’t say the words crashing in your mind. After receiving no response again he decided not to interrogate you any longer. With a sigh he carefully moves around the shards, wraps his arms around your waist and gently lifts you onto the counter.

“ There now stay you clutz I’ll be right back” A single gentle yet loving peck on the cheek before avoiding the shards again to get the first aid kit. He dashes over and you smirk over how he’s basically prancing to get over to you.

“There’s my beautiful babe” you hear him say when he finally sees your smile. You look at him to practically feel the love oozing from his words. You quickly look away your heart hurting more than your bleeding hand, too ashamed to look at him. The thought of “I failed” circling your mind.

Yoongi is quick to notice your sudden cold behavior but doesn’t say anything. He instead opens the first aid kit, sets it next to you and picks out the disinfectant, wipes, and gauze.

“Baby this might sting but stay still okay?” He whispers worrying that anything more than a whisper will cause you to break. He was worried sick inside missing the usual energetic you lighting up his world when he feels surrounded by darkness.

You simply nod still avoiding his eyes

Yoongi sets to work, his slender hand gently gripping yours while his free hand cleans off the blood. He sighs in relief to see it is not a serious cut. He focuses again gently applying the disinfectant frowning when he notices you wince in pain. Making it as painless as possible he finishes by wrapping the gauze taping it in place before putting away the kit in the sink cabinet. He didn’t want to put it away in the bathroom where it belongs because he was more concerned over you.

He still sees you avoiding his eyes and his heart breaks a bit more and more as the seconds tick by to minutes. He wants to see you smile, to hear that beautiful laugh more lovely than any melody he can imagine, and more importantly to see your eyes brim with life that inspires him to keep going whenever he caves into his insecurities. He searches desperately for those signs of life, without them he doesn’t feel complete and fear sets in, but instead he sees you looking down and starting to shake. Starting to panic he grips both of your hands but careful not to cause pain on your palm.

“Baby, baby Y/N please talk to me. Why are you shaking? What happened? Did someone hurt you? I’ll kick whoever’s ass dared to hurt you. Was it your fucking coworkers again? I knew they were trouble let me tag along with you to work tomorrow I’ll fucking-” He stops as he suddenly feels your arms fling around his neck and wrap them securely around him moving your legs so that he could fit closer to you.

“Babe?”

“ I love you so much, yoongi. My precious yoongi..”

“what is this about?” He starts to think you were gonna break up with him and starts to rapidly think of any problems you two might’ve had. Then it clicked.

“You heard my mixtape…”

“Mhm”

“You understood the lyrics…”

“of course”

Yoongi stayed silent. Not moving and stiffening because he realized he can’t hide it from you anymore. A cold chill running down his spine in fear.  He can’t hide the inner conflicts in himself anymore, he can’t hide from you his inner monsters who never failing to toss insecurities and doubt at his face. He can no longer hide his fear of himself and how he wonders who really is Min Yoongi. He closed his eyes and lowered his head into your neck in shame. He felt weak. He felt stupid. Worst of all he felt he failed you and couldn’t be that dependable boyfriend.

He was starting to accept that you would break up with him. Who would want to date such a dark and broken man? He was preparing to hear those heartbreaking words but opened his eyes in shock when he felt your hand gently caress his hair.

Your hand felt nice against his hair. He felt your hand shake and felt you trying to hold your body from shaking too much. He didn’t understand what was going on.

“Why can’t you just say that you hate me and break up with me already?! this is torture” he thought as he felt himself relax into your touch and wrap his arms around your waist without him knowing.

Once you felt him relax you felt calmer too. You gulped back the possible tears and continued to gently caress his silky hair. You felt ready to speak the words you desperately wanted to tell him. Determination to tell him made your body relax and stop shaking from the heartbreak you felt earlier. The need to get your words out shoved your own insecurities to the back of your head.

“I always loved your hair. It’s so soft but I wish it was black again” you lightly started.

Yoongi showed no reaction

“I remember when we first met, I was so nervous when I saw you the first thing I did was compliment your hair and run away from embarrassment”

You felt him smile a bit against your neck as he too remembered.

“It was so cute.”

“Hey, I still am!” you tease finally gaining the courage to look at his eyes. Man, do you love his eyes. You loved it best when it shined with passion and couldn’t get enough of those beautiful eyes.

Yoongi laughed with an empty tone but now he was the one looking down. Ashamed to look at you.

You pulled him close and held him tight.

He was ready to hear the words. He was content and blessed to have had you in his life. He was planning on how to move on and wish you happiness.

“I-”

“Here it comes” he thought

“-am-”

“I love you Y/N, be happy” he said in his head giving you a silent goodbye because he knew he wouldn’t be able to say it to your face without breaking down. He didn’t want to take the chance of you dating him out of pity.

“-so proud of you”

Yoongi’s eyes split wide open he pulled away and looked right at you

“wait. what?”

“I am so proud of you Min Yoongi.” You said as you cup his cheeks and giggle internally as he just stares at you mouth hanging down.

“Baby, it takes so much courage to make yourself vulnerable. One of the things people try to hide is their pain and fears because they don’t want to face those problems. They would rather move away from that road and try to avoid them as much as possible. But you, you genius artist, you took the courage and faced your problems head on. You didn’t avoid them. You acknowledged your inner monsters and decided to fight them. And fighting isn’t always physical, to fight your monsters also means to accept them. From accepting that these monsters, or conflicts, exist you learn how to move past them. Sweetie, I love you so much. Your mixtape was art. Thank you for being so open and trusting your audience enough to reveal such feelings and emotions. Yoongi, you are not alone. Yes, you might feel broken and lost but that does not mean you are weak or that you have lost. You can only be molded again into something better and stronger. You are an inspiration. You have come out and confessed that your struggle with social anxiety and depression. You took a valiant step and revealed the pain inside you that is such an accomplishment not a retrogression. One of the hardest things ever in life is to reveal your inner pain.  It’s a ridiculous concept of society to view mental health as unimportant. No, it is important. Your feelings are important and they deserve attention when they start to negatively take over. They aren’t like physical injuries where you could put a cast and wait a couple weeks. Mental injuries are terrifying since it could come back to haunt you. But that does not mean they are impossible to overcome. I cannot say enough how proud I am of you for accepting that you do have a mental illness and confessing to having them. It’s okay to have a mental illness. Not saying it’s a good thing to have but I’m saying that you are not crazy and your value does not lower in any way. It means you are hurt and you are scared. It also gives a chance to be surrounded by love and recover. I was hurt because I thought I wasn’t enough that you didn’t trust me enough to tell me your pains. But I promise, I will not leave you. I will be right next to you every step of the way. I will help you fight because no one said a battle has to be fought alone. I will be there when you doubt yourself and remind you how worthy and wonderful you are and help you see your talents. You will win because you already won the first battle of not running away. ”

You caught your breath and noticed Yoongi was silent.

He stared at you. No words. No expression. Just speechless. He felt so confused. “You were going to stay?”

“MIN YOONGI DID YOU THINK I WAS GOING TO LEAVE?”

“Shit did I say that out loud?”

“You idiot!!”

“HUH?”

“I love you. I love you because you are amazing. I admire your dedication to music. My heart beats wildly seeing you regardless of whether it’s your morning bed head or all dressed up for the stage. You inspire me to keep pursuing my dreams. You give me strength. You are adorable because I know you deeply care for your members even though you don’t say it out loud. You have a heart of gold. 1 in an billion. You are worthy. I will tell you this 100 times a day 200 times a day and more to remind you how much of a wonderful person, artist, and brother you are to your members.”

He still doesn’t say anything but suddenly you see tears flooding from his eyes. You start to panic but then he suddenly pulls you against him wrapping his arms right around you. Diving into the crook of your neck and letting go the tears he held inside for way too long.

You smile warmly and reciprocate his hug gently caressing his hair again as he cries loudly.

“I love you. You are worthy. You are amazing. You are a true strong inspiration.” You say out loud repeating it until he stops crying and stays flush against you.

You two sit in comforting silence.

In that time he realizes that he really isn’t alone. He feels strength. A bit fearful since your monsters don’t leave at once but he felt motivation because he knows now that this battle is not made to fight alone. And he is lucky to have you to fight it with him. He relaxes in a way he haven’t felt in probably years. A huge weight is lifted and he feels something he hasn’t felt in a long time: satisfaction. Pride in his music and pride to have you in his life.

“ I love you so much Y/N. Never leave me. please” He says locking his eyes onto yours.

You smile wide seeing that spark in his eyes again. A genuine spark with a hint of a new fresh glowing confidence.  You kiss him. Locking your lips with his firmly to show him you meant what you told him earlier.

“ I will never leave such a great man”

“But you’re wrong”

“Huh?” you ask in confusion.

“what you said earlier about not being enough. You are more than enough. I’m so damn lucky to have you. I was just too scared to reveal to you my inner self because I felt weak and scared. I’m sorry for making you think that way baby. I’ll be more honest with you from now on babe because I want to depend on such an amazing woman and recover. I want to feel like Min Yoongi again.”

“You will. I promise. I’ll be here every step of the way. and your fans will too”

He smiles wider. That gummy smile returns to his face. He feels complete. He sees the love surrounding him. He can’t ever forget his fans who have showed nothing but love since the beginning. And he certainly can’t ever forget about you and your efforts to stay with him.

“Good because you’re mine and I’m not going to let you go… I am too lucky to have you. I’ll be a man you’ll be proud of”

You kiss every kind of his face. His forehead, eyes, cheeks, nose and ending with a passionate kiss on the lips.  

“You already are a man I’m proud of. I told you just now and I’ll tell you again and again as long as I’m here”

He moves to kiss you again wanting to show how much he loves you before his phone starts to ring in his pocket. Annoyed he picks it up.

“what?”

“HYUNG I LOVE YOU WHERE ARE YOU? I NEED YOU COME HERE COME TO THE DORMS. ”

you laugh because you know it’s Taehyung calling his brother in concern

“IS THAT Y/N NOONA?! TELL HER I SAID HI. HI NOONA. WAIT WERE YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF SOMETHING?! WAIT WAS I COCKBLOCKING I AM SO SO-”

He gets cut off before Namjoon deep voice cuts in “Shoo taehyung. Hey hyung, you okay? I’m sure if you’re with Y/N you’re okay but the members and I were worrying about you. We love your mixtape and we support you. We’re here for you hyung. ”

His conversation gets cut off again with Taehyung crying over how beautiful the mixtape was, Jimin trying to control him, Jungkook helping but crying again himself with Hoseok and Jin trying to get order back before Yoongi cuts off the call.

“.. they’re idiots” you says but there’s no hiding the gratitude in his smile.

you laugh “ let’s go, they’re waiting for you and we can all talk about how sick those beats were”

“I want to stay here.. you’re so soft and I want to continue…” He says while holding you close to him.

You poke his nose lovingly before hopping off the counter.

“maybe later, love,” you wink,“but first let’s clean this mess we forgot about and head over. I’m pretty sure the other babies are dying to see you”

He pouts but nonetheless listens cleaning the neglected shards before leaving your apartment.

He grips your hand securely on the way because he knows he will not let the gem next to him go.

Author’s Note: Wow my first fic! I hope you enjoy and stay for more because I have a couple chps and ideas down for more fics soon~~ Please give me feedback and if you would like to see more of my writing! 

Min Yoongi made me so proud and his mixtape was just amazing inspiring me to write this. To those suffering through similar circumstances please don’t ever feel like you are alone there are people to love you and look out for you. There’s so much I want to say but I’m too excited to show you this fic to think! Enjoy and thank you!

this is amazing ;-; I cannot explain how beautiful this is because im busy bawling my eyes please make more like this if you can.♡

YES.YES.YES. People need to realise this 

Hell Yes! 

I feel like this needs to be shared with a ton of people.

Sorry for the color but i love this.

Can everyone take notice of this please? 

Reblogging for eternity!

Please reblog to spread some awareness!

wait for it…

Look at this baby

Pinkmon meets Smurfmon.

MA HUSBAND

                                                                  T H I R D - Y E A R S

                                      “Voleyball is a sport where you’re always looking up.”

"Coz everyone is so fucking tall."

good job

SO TINY OMG AWWW

i drank the sweetest orangest tea while i was drawing this

This is cute ^-^

no regrets

This is beautiful😂

AURORA at the Bowery Ballroom #NYC 19 April 2016 (photos seen at) Joe Saturday https://twitter.com/joe_saturday “Wow, @.AURORAmusic was magical at @.boweryballroom.” https://t.co/ISxBnpOyAQ

Magnus Skylstad, O. Martin, Aurora Aksnes, Selma Stang, Alf Godbolt

Please do not remove photographer credits, thank you

this show was honestly too good

this show was the shit 

still is

new danisnotonfire video! ANIME WILL RUIN YOUR LIFE pls reblog 🇯🇵 💀✨

THE WAY HE SAID OTAKU OHHGOD HES SUCH A NEWB AND HES ALMOST AT WEEB PHASE