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Cj (he/him) 18

@trans-man-in-the-box

idk what I'm doing here I'm just an autistic guy with crippling anxiety who procrastinates too much

Deciding to make an about me just bc.

  • Anyway hi, I’m Cj, and I’m an 18 year old trans guy.
  • This blog is just kind of whatever so it’ll have whatever I’m hyperfixating on along with things like politics and vents. Vents will be tagged with ‘vent tag’ and everything else will be tagged with ’(insert trigger)’. I’m not very good with remembering tags but I try my best to be considerate. I post while high so all of that will be tagged as 'high posting' (I might not remember though just a heads up)
  • Sexuality’s confusing, I’m somewhere on the asexual and aromantic spectrum but I have no clue where, I like men a lot though so I’ll be posting about them
  • Anyway here’s my favorite bands: Alice in Chains (absolute fave), Nirvana, Stone Temple Pilots, Blue Oyster Cult, Pink Floyd, Deftones, and WAYYYYYY more. I’m annoying about music :)
  • And my current interests right now are horror (specifically Halloween, Scream, and American Psycho), Puss In Boots 2, and Breaking Bad. I’m not into a lot of shows right now but I’m starting to get into WTNV, I tend to watch youtube more than anything else.
  • Just a warning I might vent about addiction and general mental health things on here so just a heads up. It’s kind of unhinged too so if you’re sensitive to that then please don’t view it. I don’t care if you need to block me, your well being is the most important thing.
  • I’m really shy so I’m sorry if it comes off as me being unfriendly or anything. I might not talk to people a lot but I still try to be nice. Sometimes that niceness is just reblogging something with a smiley face or liking a post

Just a BYF

  • I don’t really believe in DNIs anymore so if I don’t vibe with you, I’ll just block you
  • I’m a leftist, believer in transunity, neither anti nor anti-anti, pro self dx, so if any of that bothers you then just don’t follow.
  • And just a heads up, I do say queer and faggot and I ID as those. If those words make you uncomfortable, that’s completely fine but I’m not tagging anything like “q slur” so please don’t follow if you’re not cool with that.
  • Also I'm 18 now and this isn't gonna turn into a horny blog, but I might post some nsft things sometimes (probably just textposts) so please filter out "nsft" if you don't wanna see it.
  • Okay I think that’s all I have to say rn lol.

there truly is no character who is more of a poor little meow meow than jesse pinkman. that man is dipped in flour and egg and baked in the oven for 40 mins. he is a sopping wet kitten in a bucket of water. he's a babygirl. he killed so many people but he looked really sad and really cute doing it so it's fine actually

hi everyone. does anybody else miss something they can never return to. anyone else being swallowed whole by grief. anyone else clinging to love as a life preserver

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does anyone else hate when they fucking do this

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i know everyone saying this is abt strawberry shortcake and yes this was what was first in my mind but like i generally despise the idea that Every Goddamn Cutesy Show needs girl character designs with Humongous Eyes and pointy lil noses and slimmed down faces and straightened overly simplified hair and garish color designs because they basically wanna be Lauren Faust without the actual color and graphic design strengths of the skills it takes to make interesting art directions, mlp:fim worked because it really was conceived first with expressive gestures and expressions in an hyper stylized fantasy land with a certain glam to it, but you cant just force stylization like that without substance or not even thinking of the original emotions that past media is supposed to convey, without even making really bold moves at all, also giving little girls fashion like such a bad bland rep the majority of the time like, why are you making em wear discount basic ass outfits i hate you youre not even giving em aspirational aesthetics .

Had a dream last night about Adventure Time. In it, Finn and Jake were talking and Jake offhandedly mentioned being attracted to femboys. Suddenly a small round two-legged white creature with big eyes and no arms/wings, flew in from the right side of the screen and landed next to them. The creature sang a jingle that went “Na na na na na, you’re canonically bisexual!” to which Finn and Jake replied “Thanks LGBTQ Princess!” and high fived

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manager in the fanfiction universe: I don't care how many flower petals you're coughing up. You need to come in today

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Mordecai and Rigby, confess your feelings for one another so you two can stop coughing up these rose petals and we can start cleaning them up OR YOU'RE FIRED!!!

I HATE YOU YOUTUBE NEW LAYOUT I HATE YOU SPOTIFY NEW LAYOUT I HATE YOU TUMBLR LIVE I HATE YOU YOUTUBE SHORTS I HATE YOU NOTES BUBBLE I HATE TIKTOKIFICATION OF EVERYTHING I HATE YOU ALGORITHMS AND TARGETED ADS I HATE WHAT THE INTERNET IS COMING TO

i genuinely think we should have more cross-gender acting in film. i think cis female actors should play cis male characters and vice versa without the characters’ masculinity or femininity being a joke and i think this ought to happen enough that it isn’t a big deal at all. cast timothee chalamet as marie antoinette he can pull it off. let gong li play an emperor. this will be good for everyone, especially me