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@tr1edandtrueblue

Envy, 26, she/her. An unorganised mess of a blog. Avatar by @scienceandmagic bc they’re the BEST

Just enough object permanence to know how much better I feel when im not here but not quite enough object permanence for the knowledge that im leaving in a month to save me from The Spiral

Its going to get better and i know it is because things are good. This place feeds on everything i hate about myself, makes me too fucking bored to do anything other than let the worst, thoughts rot my brain, i know they arent true but i cant shut them up. When im in my new home i will make new friends, do new things, finally find a counsellor, just. Get things Working in a way that I cant when im here

y'all ever get bored but like in an angry way….like you keep picking things up and putting them down bc none of them is The Right Thing and you have like pent up manic energy but absolutely nothing is holding your interest long enough to release it and you’re just >:(

I really gotta play more minecraft with people who like building stuff. I'm almost done digging out my 64×64 block hole in my minecraft world and when my fiance asked me what I'm gonna build in there when I'm done my brain fucking bluescreened like what do you mean build something?? I dug the hole!! Building is for smart people with good ideas!! I just dig!!

POV: You have a Minecraft server

AND WHAT ABOUT IT