Adult website and period tracker
compilation of texts my mom has sent me when my cat is wailing outside my room and i haven’t opened the door for her yet
aesthetesmalaise-deactivated202
Theres also a psychic war going on if youre not aware
i want art to feel EARNEST. this disgusting, near pornographic level of tongue in cheek meta humor is making me sick to my stomach. i don’t know how many more movies i can take about clever subversions and the movie winking at you to say “we know it’s a little silly, but…” where is the whimsy? why can’t we believe in the pretend you’ve created? why don’t you have enough faith in it? in my ability to believe?
playlists are truly a combination of the two best things in the world:
1. Music
2. Sorting Things Into Categories
dudes who are normal will be like im joker insane but women who have not felt real since they were seven will be like im average normal
Either Way. Michael Carson, 1972 / Illustration by Andy Virgil, ca. 1960s.
It’s rotten work but only if it’s you. When I do it for other people it’s fine, enjoyable even.
#Root: anyone who isn’t my girlfriend can shut up
gender to me is like a car i dont really want one and society would be much better if it was not structured around it. but i got one because it helps me get around and sometimes its fun to make it go fast
and people tell you to move to one of a handful of cities if you want to avoid having one, but when you get there the majority of people have one anyway and jobs expect you to as well
If you’ve had a period of basically dissociating from a hard time of your life, you’ll know that doing even the littlest thing that has an effect in the real world vs on a screen can be so profound. Something as little as you doing a favor for someone, or someone noticing something about you that you didn’t think anyone would even pick up on bc your brain is all messed up about being perceived. Your living footprint is all muddied and murky. It takes a lot to even feel like you’re inhibiting your body. So consequences that come as a direct result of you just living, whether big or small, blow you away on an inexplicable level
if you've ever lived an isolated life, knowing that you're making a mark in the "real world" can feel so wonderful and strange. you mean i exist, outside of this weird liminal space i inhabit? i get so hungry for that validation. you know my favorite color!!? you think i have a sweet voice?!! you remember that thing i said ages ago!!? because of these seemingly inane things, i get to affirm, again & again, i exist, i exist, i exist. im a real person!! i do things that have consequences!! i won't disappear off the face of the earth if you remember me in these big & small ways.
[ID: A tweet by @/williamsdieuju2 reading: "Blocking isn't enough i wanna throw tomatoes at you like you're a medieval criminal". End ID.]
