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Aquiles bailoyo(?🙆❣️❣️

Lo prometido es deuda amores🙈💅

No se rían… Me deje llevar y me puse a cantar.. ya fue🙄👻

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Why We’re Quiet

As most of you know, my son and Michelle’s brother, Jake, is dying of ALS.  For many years of my porn blogging, Jake was my prime lover as well as my son.  Now, Michelle and I are watching him die.  Doctor’s had told us they thought his would progress more slowly than many sufferers of ALS based on how his disease had initially presented and progressed, but it seems every week we see less and less of the Jake we knew.  It isn’t the wheelchair where once was recently a robust man or the inability to talk where once was a true jokester, it is the distance in his eyes.  Even after the disease stripped him of being able to fuck me as none ever has, his eyes would gleam as he watched his friends ravage my body.  Now, even that seems to be leaving.  He sits and watches, but there is no expression.  I am afraid he is leaving us mentally and emotionally even before his body leaves us.

And Michelle and I are scared.  It is worse than we imagined it would be.

I used to love the messages I would get about how lucky Jake was to be able to fuck his huge-breasted mother - now, I wince with pain in my heart.  I don’t take it hard - those who write that now probably just don’t know.  But I cannot fathom how dying in one’s forties could be lucky, no matter what came before.

Sometimes sex is our remedy for stress; sometimes it is impossible to think of sex because of the stress.  Michelle and I (and Maria) were so excited about starting our new blog together, but excitement has been overshadowed by heartbreak.

I do so appreciate those of you who have shared like experiences with us.  And I do know there are many out there who have lost children and siblings at even younger ages that our dear Jake (in his late 40′s).  But a parent’s greatest fear is to bury a child, and now that is in my future.  And, I fear, a closer future than I had, until recently, thought.

Marti

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My condolences, dear Marti...