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Toca

@toca144

Hey, sometimes I have stupid thoughts so I put them here. They/them pronouns.

Hiya! I’m Toca!! :)

They/them 17

I am an aspiring animator who loves drawing cartoons and making characters (which I was most likely never post here)

Anywho this blog is just random things mostly relating to whatever I’m into atm.

Special Interests:

The Legend of Zelda

Marble Hornets

Gravity Falls

Portal

My Chemical Romance

Splatoon (1,2, and 3)

Marine biology

Paranormal/Cryptids/Spooky stuffs

Musical Theatre

Other Interests/Past Interests:

Five Nights at Freddy’s

Animation (Owl House, Over The Garden Wall, etc etc)

Star Wars

Sherlock

Doctor Who

Furry Fandom

Minecraft

Args

Monster High

Lili Child of Geos

Buzzfeed Unsolved/Watcher

Undertale/Deltarune

Most of the popular ya book series from the 2000s

Sam & Max

Puppets/Puppetry/Animatronics

@stormynightgriffin is my beloved partner.

@xxstrawberrybunxx is my beloved bestie.

you ever listen to a playlist and all of the sudden a song that has incredible blorbo energy comes on you're you're just like this

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me saying bye to my trans masc friends as they depart for jupiter to get more stupider

i feel like 2020-2022 mcyt speedran a 20 year fandom in 2 years

ok so . i think this is in large part due to the pandemic lockdowns. but did the fandom feel fast to anyone else. dsmp specifically but also adjascent smps (osmp, 30smp, etc)

like, you'd watch a crazyinsane lore stream and then log on here or instagram or whatever and artists had already churned out what looked like weeks of work. huge analysis posts would drop practically as soon as the stream ended

there was this constant pressure to be online imo. when people would get cancelled or called out youd see ppl on twitter tagging like 20 people saying "moots u still follow. unfollow within 24hours or im blocking u" or people with "offline for 2 days for finals sorry!!" in their dn and like. constant discourse that u were expecred to immediately have an opinion on without knowing all the facts yet.like if u didnt immediately disavow whoever was being called out this time people would be like "why havent u retweeted this thread! why arent u talking abt this!" (definitely more on twt than here, but still)

also i think part of it was a LOT of mcyt fans at the time were adhd and hyperfixating so once ppls fixations ended they moved on. and also some fandoms (COUGH. DSMP) ppls interest in the servers fizzled out as they were able* to go outside and go places and travel and do things other than play minecraft

(*not that they should have been travelling or meeting up or going to cons. considering we were AND ARE in a pandemic! and very few ccs even wear masks or take tests!)

but with the amount of drama and controversies. hell we even had bnfs, tho no one called them that lol (sad-ist for the whole dsmp fandom, dakota tbhyourelame for dnf/dteam and all of mcyt as well really, derivakat, bio bioloveds for boobers, theres definitely a lot more super well known fans that im blanking on rn). and an insane amount of art was made, 77,000 dsmp fics, 170,000 more fics in the video blogging rpf tag (tho not all of those are mcyt of course), fansongs and animatics and playlists and art and art and more art... thousands and thousands of discourse threads...

as the dsmp (which was as far as i can tell the biggest of all the 2020-2022 smps) was ending people were leaving the fandom, bc it was a lot of people's first fandom and i guess it's not like common knowledge that u can stay after something ends haha. and then the stuff about dream's allegations came out and that made a huge amount of people understandably decide to leave and stop associating with him or the wider dsmp or even mcyt at all

and so the fandom got way smaller really fast. and now it's like. i think "fallen into obscurity" would be dramatic but it's not nearly as popular as it used to be. and a lot of mcyt fandom in general took a big hit once lockdowns ended and people stopped caring abt taking covid precautions though it wasnt to the scale that the dsmp did. hermitcrafters are still doing their thing, there's qsmp, the esmp and llsmp fandoms are definitely still going strong. but compared to what it was, the dsmp fandom feels like a ghost town

idk. i feel like with the level of intensity of people's obsessions, and the drama, and the controversies, and the lore, and the amount of art made, it feels like it shouldve taken years and years to get to that point. but it was really just early 2020 to mid 2022. and after mid 2021 stuff was already fizzing out. idk it's just crazy to me

so funny to me when white american christians are like “ooh i incorporate my religious trauma into my art and thats why i draw these stained glass gothic church gold multi eyed reneissance sculpture angels agnus dei” like i know your protestant southern california ass didnt have any of that. go make some art about this

ok

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Damn way to read the assignment and go above and beyond.

the bleakness and sanitized feel of most American protestant churches really is an underused medium.

Having your own personal blog is honestly quite a nice change of pace compared to Reddit. I could put a funny GIF of George Bush getting hit by a shoe on here and the worse case scenario is that no one even notices.

You put that on a big subreddit and you get your eyes gouged out and a heap of political discourse underneath your post.

YOU HEAR THAT EVERYONE??? I’M A LIL GECKO BOY

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who wants to see a picture of baby Tommy

damn. super fucked up.

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her little claws…..the way her eyes bulged and she was kind of balding

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fucked up tiny tommy thursday

Gurl I will say something so depressing and not be joking at all in fact I will be on the verge of mental collapse, death even, but I’ll still be like wait how can I make this silly and shake my thick fucking ass so swift & sensually it makes you quake like the eversluttin’ dickens kermi

always a pleasure serving cunt for my mutuals while permanently on the rag (mentally)

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i hate you shein. i hate you wish. i hate you temu. i hate you aliexpress. i hate you fast fashion. i hate you consumerism. i hate you planned obsolescence. i hate you plastics.