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To Boldly Nope

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Hey, so yall probably been wondering where I've been, huh? Well it's a long story and I do like to write stories so let me begin:

~ I've started my sophomore year of college and it's been destroying my mental health and my academics lmaooo

~I've got a boyfriend now (soon to be fiance) so that's cool

~I'm transferring colleges and moving in December with said boyfriend

~I've switched majors so now I want to be a psychology major instead of teaching however I switched too late and I'm still taking one education class and I have to do observation hours yay me

~it's just really kicking my ass man

~We think I got Premenstrual Dsyphoric Disorder along with depression but i cant afford to go to the doctor to find out so that's a fun one

And most importantly...

~I don't have the need to write anymore. I used it as an escape to get away and I wrote about characters so I can imagined being loved. Now with my boyfriend he is everything and almost everyone I've written about and I no longer need that escape. I'm happy now and I've moved on.

I really hate to upset anyone but I've found my happiness outside of writing and I hope you all understand. This won't be a goodbye forever, just a goodbye for the time being.

Rant

I think that ranting on here is nice because I don't know anyone irl but I fucking hate it when the older generations say that the younger generation doesn't want to work. Granted, I will admit some of the younger generation are like that but not all. I work at McDonald's right now but I want to find something better and not fast food and I put my multiple applications (I think there's a total of 11) for retail and I've heard back from two but that was because it was one of those "text yada to yada" applications and one of them I didn't get the job because they wanted open schedules even though I mentioned on my application that I was in school??? Like I'm trying so hard but I'm not going anywhere. I even applied for Walmart like 4 different times for 4 different positions and still haven't heard back from any of them. It's frustrating

Jobs I've applied for:

Walmart (3 positions)

Bob Evan's (2 positions)

Cato (clothing store)

Bealls Outlet (outlet store {rejected})

Family Dollar

Dollar Tree

Dollar General

Big Lot's (interview next week)

Kroger's {rejected}

Game Stop

Hibbett Sports

Rant

I think that ranting on here is nice because I don't know anyone irl but I fucking hate it when the older generations say that the younger generation doesn't want to work. Granted, I will admit some of the younger generation are like that but not all. I work at McDonald's right now but I want to find something better and not fast food and I put my multiple applications (I think there's a total of 11) for retail and I've heard back from two but that was because it was one of those "text yada to yada" applications and one of them I didn't get the job because they wanted open schedules even though I mentioned on my application that I was in school??? Like I'm trying so hard but I'm not going anywhere. I even applied for Walmart like 4 different times for 4 different positions and still haven't heard back from any of them. It's frustrating

OK this question has been bugging me all morning so y'all please let me know

bc ours did nd I never thought much of it as a kid but know I'm thinking about it and it feels kinda gross? so pls tell me if this experience was universal or not it will haunt me forever otherwise

what do you MEAN 40% of you fuckers didnt have a vomit bowl did you just obliterate your carpet when your stomach flu having ass woke up suddenly at 3am and needed to hurl IMMEDIATELY? did y'all just never ever get stomach bugs growing up??

We had empty ice cream buckets laying around so we used those. That or a plastic walmart bag or if we were lucky we either made it to the bathroom or we used the trash can next to our beds

Shameless Advertising

Hi guys, it's me. So money has been kinda weird since I've been in college and I've had to take some time off work because I've been sick and was out for COVID (also I wasn't scheduled for a week for no reason) and I also got a drawing tablet recently and so I decided to open a Redbubble store! I'm still kinda new to digital art but I made some cute designs! I wanted to do this so I could have some extra cash because I need to start saving money because if everything goes as planned I'll be getting married next year (yippee)! So anyway if you want some cute things just head on over. Ok. Bye <3

Hey reposting this because I need some extra cash and would like to save for my wedding next year

Shameless Self Advertising Pt 2

Hi, so not only do I have a redbubble (again link is in my bio) but I'm also starting commissions! I only do icons/busts and 3/4 body and can do them in black and white, flat color, and color with details. Some of the prices can be negotiated. Prices can be seen on the second photo and the third photo is some art that I'm currently selling. Please support in anyway you can!

Hey reposting this because I need some extra cash and would like to save for my wedding next year

Shameless Self Advertising Pt 2

Hi, so not only do I have a redbubble (again link is in my bio) but I'm also starting commissions! I only do icons/busts and 3/4 body and can do them in black and white, flat color, and color with details. Some of the prices can be negotiated. Prices can be seen on the second photo and the third photo is some art that I'm currently selling. Please support in anyway you can!

Shameless Advertising

Hi guys, it's me. So money has been kinda weird since I've been in college and I've had to take some time off work because I've been sick and was out for COVID (also I wasn't scheduled for a week for no reason) and I also got a drawing tablet recently and so I decided to open a Redbubble store! I'm still kinda new to digital art but I made some cute designs! I wanted to do this so I could have some extra cash because I need to start saving money because if everything goes as planned I'll be getting married next year (yippee)! So anyway if you want some cute things just head on over. Ok. Bye <3

Hey, so yall probably been wondering where I've been, huh? Well it's a long story and I do like to write stories so let me begin:

~ I've started my sophomore year of college and it's been destroying my mental health and my academics lmaooo

~I've got a boyfriend now (soon to be fiance) so that's cool

~I'm transferring colleges and moving in December with said boyfriend

~I've switched majors so now I want to be a psychology major instead of teaching however I switched too late and I'm still taking one education class and I have to do observation hours yay me

~it's just really kicking my ass man

~We think I got Premenstrual Dsyphoric Disorder along with depression but i cant afford to go to the doctor to find out so that's a fun one

And most importantly...

~I don't have the need to write anymore. I used it as an escape to get away and I wrote about characters so I can imagined being loved. Now with my boyfriend he is everything and almost everyone I've written about and I no longer need that escape. I'm happy now and I've moved on.

I really hate to upset anyone but I've found my happiness outside of writing and I hope you all understand. This won't be a goodbye forever, just a goodbye for the time being.

I love how I wanted this post to reach people and it didn't lmaooo

"....and right up until the minute we got in the car I was still bitching. Which isn't like me! But I was still sort of 'uuuh god' infact I said to James when we were sticking a bit of make up on 'James one of the great thing about being in The Beatles was at this kind of moment George would probably look at everyone and go "what the fuck are we doing this for?"' and I said I miss that."

Paul McCartney on filming Carpool Karaoke (Smartless podcast)