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Human Mess

@tiredtwed

This is my safe zone, please block don’t report.
20 y/o || she/her || 169 cm || INFJ
SW: 93 kg || CW: 63 kg || GW: 50 kg || UGW: 45 kg
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I guess I need to update this, I’ve been here for 1,5 more years now. Met a lot of nice people and I’ll continue being here well, forever I guess. This intro is somewhat accurate still, but I’ll highlight the stuff that idk is still the same in purple. I’m sending you all love and light. I come and go sometimes when life gets in between but I’ll stay here until I’m ready to recover.

Last time I was here I was like 50 kg. I recovered somewhat but then my dad died. Now I’m here again but at 91 kg. I love my life :,) btw I’m pro recovery and if you’re in a recovering phase please don’t look at my tumblr content.

Do not interact if:

-you’re underaged

-you’re fatphobic

-you’re anti lgbtq+

-you’re recovering

-you’re abelist

Also don’t send me d*ck pics thank you.

Who am I? Good question, let me tell you what I know this far:

- Y’all can call me May

- I’m swedish and can barely spell in my own language so sorry for major grammar/spelling errors

- I’m 20 y/o

- loves anything creative really, singing, playing instruments, drawing, crafting, you name it

- I have been a gamer since idk I got my first computer, I have over 20000+ mod files on the sims 4 ;w;

- I grew up with k-pop and I am an army, my bias is Jin.

- I’m also a metalhead (nice combo I know lmao)

- I’m autistic, have OCD, depression, many phobias, struggle with sh aaand disordered eating.

Rn I’m in a pretty dark place in my life, and I really appreciate all interactions with my posts (cuz I feel like someone cares/sees me heh). My dm’s are open too, but I’m not interested in any “coach” or s*xual content.

Sending y’all love and light💜

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What are y’all up to? Anything fun or not so fun happening in your life recently? I crave social connection for some reason

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When I lay down I can feel my bones again. This feeling is addictive in a way I can’t explain. I can’t wait until I’m down to 50kg again (my lw), I want to be skinnier as well. I need to get skinnier.

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when you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy and then, send to the last ten people in your notifs. you never know who might benefit from spreading positivity <3

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1. My partner (soon been together for 7 years holy fuckkk)

2. My best friends

3. My pet rabbit

4. BTS

5. Having deep talks

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Me n my mutuals logging on

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tiredtwed

All of my (not too many but to be fair I like it that way) friends irl playing smash bros and drinking in our small half a room apartment lol

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This sounds so toxic but like I want to be the skinniest in my friendgroup. Soon I will be. But holy fuck did it suck to be the heaviest for so long. Now I get called all types of good things even though I’m still fat lol it’s just so absurd how beauty privileges are a thing

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I love all of my mootst u mean the world to me

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Like if I just keep on focusing this might be the first summer in a few years where I can wear a small. And I might be able to show myself in a bikini. Because you know I want be a fucking hippo. I’m still not going to be my ugw (hopefully the summer after this one) but still😭

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youtube ads are actually out of control

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"If you don't stop, you will lose your period and become infertile"

HELL YEAH!!!1

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let’s get the summer bodies we deserve 🦋⭐️

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I NEED to get down to at least 60 kg before summer. Honestly I would prefer at least 55 kg but I know from back in the day that I have a super hard time dropping below the 60kg mark and when I do it’s super slow.. but hopefully I will be under 60 before June.. I’m scared that I won’t be because like idk I fucking need to.

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I’ve had a lot of problems not bingeing this week smh.

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There are only two mental illnesses according to people on the internet:

  • Innocent bean syndrome: You can never do wrong and got no agency. You will be infantilized on every occasion and are treated as a quirk.
  • Bad person syndrome: You are bad and an abuser. Your presence kills people.