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[ tell me pretty lies, look me in the face ]

@tiredofppl--tiredofmyslf

| 15 | diagnosed with depression |
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i literally will not tell people who are hurting me that they’re hurting me because i’m afraid of hurting them by telling them they’re hurting me it’s such a mess

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Having a eating disorder and not being skinny is embarrassing as fuck.

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Don't. Eat.

What feels better? Not being able to breathe because of how much you ate, or hearing your stomach grumble. Wearing baggy shirts and sweatpants to hide all that fat, or wearing whatever the hell you want and looking amazing in it. Eating a chocolate bar and regretting it later, or not eating anything and seeing yourself lose weight. A little stomach pain won’t hurt. But you know what will? Knowing that you’re the fattest pig at school. It’s so simple. Just don’t eat. Don’t open your mouth. Don’t chew. Do something else. Watch some tv, or read a book, or even better, work out. You know you’re going to regret it, so why do it? Go drink some water, you’ll be fine.

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You have to lose weight! Your tights are rubbing while you’re walking. Your stomach wobbles. You have cheeks like a hamster. Everywhere is fat. You’re disgusting. Fat.

The voice in my head (via fcking-fat-xx)

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  • you can be high-functioning and still have depression
  • you can do things and still have anxiety
  • you can eat even if you have an eating disorder
  • you can smile and still be so sad inside
  • you can struggling and still wear make-up
  • you can have good grades and still have mental health problems

you do not have to fit a specific stereotype