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part2 me vs world
Source: weheartit.com
“Some people bring out the worst in you, others bring out the best. And then there are those remarkably rare, addictive ones who just bring out the most. Of everything. They make you feel so alive that you’d follow them straight into Hell, just to keep getting your fix.”
soulmates
I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all.
I literally have no fucking clue who I am, sometimes I think I’m a super nice person who has been unfairly treated in life and that everyone should love me but other times I’m convinced I’m the most horrible person in the world who can’t possibly have any real friends and that I deserve all the suffering I’ve gone through as punishment for who I am.
I dont think a day goes by where I dont think about how repulsive and disgusting I am. I hate myself and feel like such a failure. What a useless person I am.
I’m jealous of people who do what they want because I do what I must, and it’s rarely what i want.
(via 1nn32dem0n5)
“Everyone leaves, darling. So if all we have is now, why not make the best of it?”
Parents; you should find an outlet for all this emotional baggage you carry because of what we've done to you.
Me; find an outlet.
Parent; no do a choose a different one because it's inconvenient for us, or we take it away as a form of punishment.
Me; an alcoholic by the age of 17.
~Q
“Maybe it’s not about the length of time you’ve known someone, maybe it’s about instant recognition on an unconscious level. Our souls know each other.”
— S.E.Hall
“But I guess ultimately what scares me about marriage is where do you find this person? You know a lot of times, most successful relationships, people meet through work, school, mutual friends. But what’s most interesting to me is when people just meet in life, just randomly. You know, I have a friend, he got married, I asked him like “Hey, uh, where’d you meet your wife?” He was like “I was leaving Bed, Bath & Beyond. I was looking for my car - I drive a gray Prius. I saw a different gray Prius, I thought it was mine, I walked up to it, I realized I had the wrong car, but I bumped into Carol, we started talking, that was that”. That’s unbelievable. Think about all the random factors that had to come together to make this one moment possible - this one moment that changed these two people’s entire lives: First off, this guy has to live in this particular town. Then he has to get a gray Prius. Then he has to need to go to Bed, Bath & Beyond. Then he has to go to that particular Bed, Bath & Beyond. Then there has to be another guy who also lives in town, also drives a gray Prius, also needs to go to Bed, Bath & Beyond, also goes to that particular Bed, Bath & Beyond at around the same time. Then they have to both park somewhat near each other, my friend has to leave before the other guy leaves, see the wrong Prius, think it’s his, walk up to it. Then the woman, Carol, needs to be near the wrong gray Prius for a million other random reasons. They bump into each other, they start talking, their entire lives are changed. That’s the most amazing and terrifying thing about life. It is, cause the amazing thing is that at any moment, any one of us can have that moment that totally changes our lives. You could be leaving the show tonight, bump into someone… it could change your life. You don’t know, that could happen. The terrifying thing is… what if we’re all supposed to be at Bed Bath & Beyond right now?””
— Aziz Ansari
“You may think you’re too imperfect and unstable to be loved by a hopeless romantic soul like me, but you’re not. I choose you, all of you even those parts of you that you think are unlovable, and that means I’m in this. I’m in this till’ the very end.”
— juansen dizon, You’re my Forever
“I think hell is something you carry around with you. Not somewhere you go.”
— Neil Gaiman
Source: quotemadness.com