I love you
If I tell you I need you, do not take it lightly. I do everything I can to never have to depend on anyone, to never show weakness. And if I say I need you, it means that I am trusting you to catch me when I fall.
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Exactly
I don’t think people realise how hard it is to re-discover the person you were before depression or even try to remember your own personality
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and if you’ve had depression since early childhood you don’t even know if you have your own personality you didn’t have time to be a person before depression and it’s scary having no idea who you are
1. Life gets better, and you should be there to see it.
2. If the love is true, they’ll come back. They always do.
3. The little things really do mean everything.
4. Be somebody who makes everybody feel like a somebody
5. Things not going as planned sometimes make for the best stories.
6. Love wins.
7. The people you are kind to won’t forget you, even if you never see them again.
8. Make lists for everything. Your favorite tv show episodes, favorite movies. Make lists for people, fill them with all the things you learn about them as your relationship goes on. You’ll never forget if you write it down.
9. Words mean nothing if actions don’t back them up.
10. Take everything in. One day you’ll be dying to have it back again.
11. Someday we’ll forget these moments and what it feels like to be so young, but right now these moments aren’t stories, they’re happening. Live in the moment.
12. Looking back is human.
13. It’s nice to know you’re not the only person on Earth feeling the way you do.
14. Sometimes you just aren’t ready for someone yet.
15. Giving is the best feeling. Especially if the thing you are giving is something you put your whole heart into.
16. It can hurt just as much at 9 am as it does at 2 am.
17. Sometimes bad things happen to remind you of what good is supposed to look like.
18. If you need to take a day off, take it. Don’t make a habit of it.
19. Before you kiss someone, wait. They are so new and unfamiliar, you don’t know how they’ll taste or how they’ll breathe. They don’t know either. Isn’t that special? Every so often after that look at them through those eyes. That’s how you’ll never lose them. Don’t lose that spark.
20. Dogs are a necessity.
21. You’ve got to be there for your friends, even if your world feels like it’s caving in.
22. You never know what’s around the corner. You just keep putting one foot in front of the other, and then one day you’ll look back and see you’ve climbed a mountain.
23. You can love the memories and not love the person.
24. There are too many mediocre things in life. Love shouldn’t be one of them.
25. Keep a diary. Keep in mind that your memory won’t be as good in 30 years as it is now. At the same time, live a life you’ll remember even if you don’t write it down.
26. Be somebody who makes everybody feel like a somebody
27. There are 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. Sometimes, all you need is 1.
28. Being close to someone is never about the proximity.
29. When you come out of the storm, you won’t be the same person that walked into it. That’s the point.
30. Of course it will hurt when it ends. But that’s the very condition of existence. To become spring means accepting the risk of winter.
31. Take videos. It’s one of the best forms of documentation
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I will never allow anyone else to see the deepest parts of my soul again.
I will never allow myself to be vulnerable with anyone else again.
I will never give away the best parts of me to someone who I honestly believed (with my whole being) would safe gaurd them.
I will never allow anyone else to willingly make me theirs, bend me to their will.
I will never allow anyone anyone to make love to me.
I will never allow anyone to see me.
I will never allow anyone else’s fragile body, quick to forget and destined to move on, to be my home.
I will never let anyone be my light in the dark
I will never allow love to do this to me again.
We are broken.
I will never again see with same eyes,
Love with the same heart
taste with the same tongue
speak my deepest desires and purest emotions in existence with the same mouth
touch with same hands
hear with the same ears
shiver and ache for you with the same skin
think of the poisnous memories with the same mind.
Because all of my
senses
thoughts
emotions
only know her.
They are dead.
I have to create new parts of myself.
Parts not laced with your soul.
Parts that do not know the sweet taste of endless love,
a waterfall of pleasure, innocent and pure.
Parts that have never experienced impossible happiness, surreal in nature.
I am broken.
I do belive that we were destined, not to love but destroy each other.
In love we bloom, in love we perish.
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Anxiety And Depression Together
Anxiety: *banging pots and pans together* GET UP! HURRY! DO IT! WE’RE IN DANGER! GET IT DONE NOW!
Depression: *lethargic* I hear you. I agree, but… I’m so tired, I wouldn’t even be able run away from danger if danger showed up because I didn’t do the thing that I didn’t do because I have no energy to do it. Anxiety: *banging pots and pans together* GET UP! HURRY! PEOPLE WILL GET MAD AT US! DO IT NOW! Depression: I don’t care. Let it happen. We deserve to be punished. Anxiety: NOOOO! WORST IDEA EVER!
inside your head for hours at a time