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@thisismydesignhannibal

Running out my queue until I know what to do with all this :( Find me on all the other platforms as ThisIsMyDesignHannibal and @MyDesignHanibl on Twitter. All Hannibal/Hannigram/Mads/Hugh ALL THE TIME. Shameless Shipper. 30's. She/Her My AO3 : http://archiveofourown.org/users/ThisIsMyDesignHannibal/pseuds/ThisIsMyDesignHannibal

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Your Humble Servant (Hannigram AU)

Explicit // M/M // Will Graham/Hannibal Lecter // Tags: Alternate Universe - historical, primarily 1912 - 1920s, lord Hannibal, farm boy Will, abandoned Will, adopted Will, childhood friendship, getting to know each other, developing relationship, first kiss, yearning, pining, separation, parental death (Hannibal's parents), angst, period typical societal bullshit, financial ruin, misunderstandings, The Great War, WW1, warfare, trench warfare, kissing, hand jobs, secret relationship, flashbacks, period typical lube, anal fingering, anal sex, love confessions, The Battle of the Somme, injury, injury recovery multiple separations and reunions, pining, angst, life altering injuries, disability, PTSD, nightmares, London secret gay community, 1920s London, classism, reunion, rekindled relationship, revelations, (belated) reunion sex, biting, possessive sex, dirty talk, morning blow job, unexpected visitors, jealousy, flashbacks, revelations, hurt/comfort, family drama, more separation and more angst (sorry), brief Hannibal/Donald Sutcliffe, semi-public sex, declarations of love, family secrets, growing old together, time skips, happy ending. 

From abandoned baby to farm hand, from soldier to clerk, Will's life is a twisted road with only one constant, a love he is sure he can never have.

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“Can I help you, my lord?”

Hannibal looked up and blushed when he realised he’d been seen by Mr Graham, peering into his pigpen.

“I, uh…” Hannibal stammered. Almost ten years old and the heir of the lord of this great estate, he knew he should always be eloquent and fair like his father. This, despite the fact that being caught snooping made him feel ashamed to the point of anger. He schooled himself and cleared his throat, but before he could continue the farmer chuckled and shook his head. 

“If it’s young Will you’re after, he’s inside helping his mother with the crate. If you’re wanting to wait m’lord, he’ll be taking it up to the big house shortly. He could keep you company on your way back.”

Hannibal straightened himself and gave a curt nod to the farmer, who smiled warmly and tipped his hat. 

“Go on in then, m’lord. I dare say Mrs Graham has some tea brewing.”

Hannibal gave another nod and finally replied, “my thanks, Mr Graham.”

The farmer tipped his hat with another smile and Hannibal took his leave, trying not to seem too eager in his gait as he strode over the flagstones up to the little farmhouse. 

Hannibal knew from the etiquette lessons his nanny had begun to instil in him that it wasn’t proper to be too enthusiastic or overbearing in a friendship, even as a child. Frivolities should be in measure, and must always be proper. 

Perhaps his friendship with the farmer’s son was improper in some ways - by virtue of their birth at least. But, at almost eight years of age, Will Graham was the only child even remotely near his age in the near vicinity. 

And the truth was, he found Will fascinating.

Your Humble Servant is now posting on AO3

Upcoming Collection of Trans* Fannibal Experiences

Name TBC Submissions 1st - 31st January 2023 *Trans in this instance is used as an umbrella term to include transgender, non-binary, genderqueer and otherwise non-cis people.  We have not sought to exclude intersex people in this definition, however not all intersex people identify as trans* and those who do are included under the above umbrella.

For TransHanniDay 2023 (8th April) we will be publishing a collection of essays, creative nonfiction, personal accounts and art about being non-cis in the Hannibal Fandom. 

The show has resonated with many queer fans, and we know that being in the Hannibal, Hannigram and Hannibal Extended Universe fandom, and the support of Fannibals has been part of many people's gender identity journeys. We want to capture that in a fandom led volume of non-fiction, featuring essays, creative nonfiction, personal accounts and art. If you are interested in contributing please read on!

How to submit: From 1st to 31st January Submit via google form HERE  

Who should submit: Please ONLY SUBMIT IF:

  • you are aged 18 or over. For the sake of legalities, we are only accepting submissions from those legally considered adults in the region of publication - UK.
  • you are transgender, non-binary, genderqueer or otherwise non-cis. 

What to submit:

  • Essays
  • Creative nonfiction
  • Personal account
  • Art

If you’d like to submit something else, please DM us on tumblr or twitter to discuss One submission per person with the following exception - you may submit art and one form of writing. 

Theme:  Via one of the above mediums, we want you to share with us in as much or little detail as you’d like, your journey as a non-cis Fannibal in the Hannibal fandom, and/or the impact NBCs Hannibal has had on your gender journey. 

A few points for consideration you may wish to explore: 

  • Has the show and/or being part of the fandom helped you explore your gender, or made you feel more confident in expressing it - even if only online. 
  • Has the fandom helped you with your transition and/or medical needs, such as donating for trans-clothing or surgeries? 
  • Do you want to write an essay exploring the connection between NBCs Hannibal and non-cis fans? Or perhaps one arguing that Will Graham is trans-coded?
  • Do you want to submit art of Hannibal, Will or another character that expresses how you feel about your own gender identity?

PLEASE NOTE: if your submission is successful you are welcome to use your real name or an online handle for authorship, but you will have the option to publish anonymously or under a pseudonym if you would prefer. 

Word counts:  Minimum of 100 words Maximum of 5000 words  We would prefer to keep the word count around 3000, but understand that essays for example may go up to 5000 words, which is our maximum limit. 

Art submissions must come with a summary of your experience and/or what you are expressing in the art, this need not be more than a few sentences. 

Compensation: As a fan-led project we do not have any funding and so cannot offer monetary compensation. However, all contributors will receive at the least an e-copy of the collection. We are hoping that we will be able to send each contributor a print copy as well, but will not be able to confirm until further in the process. 

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  • Explicit works not permitted, including the art, though non-explicit nudity is fine
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  • No fiction: this will be a collection of personal accounts in one form or another. We encourage biographical creative nonfiction but no fictional stories featuring Hannibal or other characters. Art exception: we welcome trans Hannigram, or other Hannibal characters art submissions as we know this is also an expression by artists of their own identity and how they relate it to the show/fandom, just as writing is to writers.

Will there be automatic acceptances? As this is all about personal experiences and not fiction, we’re not going to be looking at it in the same way as other fanthologies might. That said, there won’t be any automatic acceptances, we will have to have a limit depending on the number of submissions. 

It is likely that all accepted pieces will be lightly edited for readability, but there will be no changes to the essence of the works. 

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FAQ

What is Trans Hannigram Day? Trans Hannigram Day or TransHanniDay is a day of celebration for trans* fanworks and creators in the Hannibal, Hannigram and Hannibal Extended Universe fandom. On this day old and new fanworks are shared with the intention of filling the timeline with trans* love!

Originally this event was Transcendence Fest, first held in December 2020. The first TransHanniDay was held on 8th April in 2022 in reaction to the release of a certain movie on that day.

Will this collection only be focused on Hannigram? Technically the focus is on the fans, but we know the influence of NBCs Hannibal and the fandom itself goes beyond Hannigram. Both in written works and in art, other characters are accepted including those from NBCs Hannibal and those from other Mads and Hugh projects (Hannibal Extended Universe). 

For example, if Bedelia De Maurier or Adam Raki resonated with you as part of your gender journey, we’d love to hear about it. 

How can I prove I’m Trans*? We aren't expecting you to and in no way expect you to out yourself either online or in real life. We will take on trust that you are who and what you say you are, including if you are questioning, between labels or do not like to use labels. 

As noted above, those who would feel more comfortable doing so, can have their work published under a pseudonym or anonymously. 

Who is publishing this collection? This collection will be edited and published by Max Turner. Max is a gay transgender writer based in the UK, a Fannibal and the publisher of online publication A Coup of Owls.  This publication will not be associated with A Coup of Owls, but will receive some promotion. 

Submissions now OPEN from 1st - 31st January

If you're looking for a last minute gift or fancy treating yourself to some Christmas joy, grab A Little Lie by Max Turner now available in paperback & for kindle.

This 73 page novella is just the right size to slip into a M/M romance fans stocking!

A sprite and a pixie walk into a bar— Christmas is a strange time for fae folk living in the mortal realm...
Awen had a discomfort with Christmas. It didn’t make sense to him that any of the fae celebrated it; it wasn’t part of their traditions. A time when humans spoke of fairies and elves as though they were those creatures of lore and not their living, breathing neighbours? It was unsettling. And for Awen, another reminder of how apart from the world he was.
Brock hated Christmas; there was something about it that stripped him of his usual confidence and charm. It was hard to be charming around all the happy couples when he knew his own happiness was not an option. Instead, year after year, he had to endure his mother asking when he would finally settle down, knowing he’d never get up the nerve to tell her the truth. His truth.
A Little Lie is a sweet and smutty age difference Christmas MM romance where a nightclub hook-up becomes a fake relationship with a HEA, in a magical place called Three Rivers City (... Truro). Content warnings: mentions of past family tragedy and parental death, mentions of past bullying and abuse, mentions of past societal upheaval, age difference romance, uncontrolled magic, closeted character, coming out, explicit sexual content, a smattering of angst and some sex magic. All wrapped up in a Christmas bow and a happy ending!

***SECRETARY Part 3***

Chapter 9, Now up on AO3

Tensions mount as an unexpected declaration forces a reckoning.🔥❤️‍🔥

We can’t believe this is the second last chapter Fannibals! All that’s left is the coda. We hope it was worth the wait! 

This fic is co-written by myself ( @thisismydesignhannibal​ ) and ( @fragile-teacup​​ ). Thank you to everyone for all your encouragement and patience while we tried to finish this chapter during crazy times. Your support was truly appreciated. 🫀

Time slowed. The world shrunk. There was home (sleep, eat, shower, walk the dogs, watch the clock) and then there was him. His voice, commands dripping like honey; his hands, possessive, coaxing; his cock, salty on Will’s tongue, sliding heavy and thick inside him.

They worked, they talked, they drank wine, they fucked. Every worshipful glance, every shuddering orgasm brought fresh colour to Will’s life, a new lightness to his steps. Dangerous desires not only channelled but delighted in, expanded and explored within a kaleidoscope of colour and texture and touch. Experiences made all the richer as a new realisation quietly dawned, that for the first time in his life, Will belonged. He was cherished, owned. Caught fast in the razor-sharp teeth of desire, of reciprocal obsession. And when he gazed into Hannibal’s eyes, he saw reflected back his own ferocious smile - and it was just as bloodied, just as besotted, as Hannibal’s own.

Their play was seasoned with a fresh intensity. The first time Hannibal had produced a riding crop and ordered him to bend over, Will’s fingers had fumbled, trembling at his belt, a whine of need tightening his throat, so eager for the sharp sting of leather biting into his flesh. Not even a week later, they had shifted to a flogger, butter-soft tails trailing across Will’s bound torso, tickling his nipples in seemingly endless teasing before Hannibal’s guttural demand for Will to present for him. And then, oh, then…  pleasure, obliteration, white-hot and perfect. The lash of Hannibal’s voice in harmony with the heavy thud of the whip, steel praises ringing clear with every stroke. And afterwards, as Will had lain across Hannibal’s lap on the divan, he had tucked away a quiet smile of pride, hoarding the sensation of careful fingers as they tended and stroked, soothing every scarlet stripe, sifting through damp curls, an exercise in adoration and utter acceptance.

Mutual veneration. Of darkness once caged, now ripped free, elevated and beautiful. Twin creatures, once so alone without each other, now blurring in violent desires painted across Will’s eager body.

But…

Every night, Will begrudgingly knelt at Hannibal’s feet, his collar unbuckled and his throat left bare, his heart just a little heavier than the night before.

Every night, they parted with soft words, lingering kisses.

Every night, they parted.

Every night.

***Secretary Update***

Stay tuned Fannibals! 

We’ll be posting Chapter 9 of Secretary this Thursday (May 26th)

Follow the link below if you want to catch up on the story so far 🫀🔥

Co written by myself ( @thisismydesignhannibal ) and @fragile-teacup, we just want to thank everyone for their patience and encouragement as we worked to get this chapter written during some crazy times ❤️ Can’t believe Chapter 9 will be the last chapter before the Coda!

Stay tuned and hit that subscribe button on AO3!

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***SECRETARY Part 3***

Chapter 8, NOW UP ON AO3

Another Monday morning… 

With everything he’s wanted so close he can taste it, Will finds he might not be as patient as he promised. And this time, Hannibal is ready and waiting with plans of his own. 🔥❤️‍🔥

This fic is co-written by myself ( @thisismydesignhannibal ) and  @fragile-teacup​. Thank you to everyone for sticking with us and for all your awesome support of this fic! We’re in the home stretch now, and we hope you enjoy the ride! 

Welcome to Part 3 Fannibals… Buckle up! 😈

Will swung into his parking spot, wincing at the subtle squeal of tires as he braked hard, slamming the car into park a mere inch from the wall.

He definitely heard that. But at least you got here in one piece.  

Will took a deep breath and looked up at the stone facade of the office.

Wonder if you’ll leave here in one piece?  

He’d half expected to get pulled over on the long drive in from Wolf Trap, his distracted driving likely worse than if he’d downed a half bottle of whisky before venturing out to work. The weight of his foot on the gas seemed to correspond to whatever flip-flopping emotion he’d been riding from moment to moment; that mental rollercoaster making him dawdle one minute, lost in thought (Hannibal’s hard length under his palm, the feral fire in his eyes, fingers gripped in his hair… god, that kiss …) – only to find himself rage-speeding recklessly the next, reliving the moment Hannibal had sent him away ( I am not going to fuck you, Will…).

At least a handful of drivers had swerved out of his way, horns blaring as he’d waved them off, altogether too distracted to even bother being embarrassed.

God knows what Hannibal would say if he saw you driving like this. On Friday he was clucking about how much salt you eat. Plus… rude.

Will waved that thought away too, even though it coaxed a begrudging smile to his lips. They had more important things to work through today than to waste time on a distracted driving lecture. But even that thought had him grumbling.

Maybe if he stopped sending you away every night, you wouldn’t have so far to drive.  

It was an obvious leap ( He’s barely even touched you yet, and now you’re spending the night? ) but it was a leap Will was desperate to make. After an entire Sunday spent pacing the fields and forest with his dogs, the chill fall air a sharp counterpoint to the lingering touch of Hannibal’s hot breath, his lips, his tongue, his hand… even the stream had failed to quiet Will’s traitorous mind as it kept insisting on dissecting everything that had happened between them: each moment, each word, each touch, each lesson, spiraling out over how much more he knew they could have…

No, Will was long past pretending he wanted anything less than… well… everything.

‘I want everything, and I want it with you.’

Had he really said those words out loud, only two days ago? Will was glad that he had, but it still seemed unreal somehow. The ghost of Hannibal’s lips on his own felt like more of a dream than reality. Leading up to it, Will had felt like a ghost himself, disconnected, utterly unmoored after Hannibal had sent him home so abruptly, still reeling from that incredible scene they had shared. Angry, lost and alone, he had finally done the only thing he could think of, following that tether right to Hannibal’s home, right into his arms…  

And it had felt like home.

Even now, lost in a whirl of conflicting thoughts, Will felt that tether draw tight under his ribs, a hook lodged deep in his heart, barbed but beautiful. And while he’d clung to it for months, had grown accustomed to its place inside him, his need of it, Will found he was finally letting himself believe that the tether really did stretch both ways, that his own hook had finally found its mark after all, that each of them had become inextricably bound to the other. Hook, line and sinker.

So why can’t you seem to reel him in? Why is he fighting so hard?

That was the dark cloud that had followed Will all weekend. And even now, Will was still completely unsure what the last few days had meant for them… least of all, what it would mean in the harsh light of a Monday morning.

***Secretary Update***

Last two chapters to be posted in January! Sorry for the delay 🫀

Unfortunately both of us (myself and @fragile-teacup ) have been hit hard by some end of year work/life/health stuff, and we need to hold off posting the last two chapters of Secretary until after the new year.

We want to give you all the ending this fic deserves!

Thanks for your understanding and for all your amazing comments on the last chapter, Part 3 will finish up in the new year! 🫀🫀🫀

***SECRETARY Part 3***

Chapter 8, NOW UP ON AO3

Another Monday morning... 

With everything he's wanted so close he can taste it, Will finds he might not be as patient as he promised. And this time, Hannibal is ready and waiting with plans of his own. 🔥❤️‍🔥

This fic is co-written by myself ( @thisismydesignhannibal ) and  @fragile-teacup​. Thank you to everyone for sticking with us and for all your awesome support of this fic! We’re in the home stretch now, and we hope you enjoy the ride! 

Welcome to Part 3 Fannibals... Buckle up! 😈

Will swung into his parking spot, wincing at the subtle squeal of tires as he braked hard, slamming the car into park a mere inch from the wall.

He definitely heard that. But at least you got here in one piece.  

Will took a deep breath and looked up at the stone facade of the office.

Wonder if you’ll leave here in one piece?  

He’d half expected to get pulled over on the long drive in from Wolf Trap, his distracted driving likely worse than if he’d downed a half bottle of whisky before venturing out to work. The weight of his foot on the gas seemed to correspond to whatever flip-flopping emotion he’d been riding from moment to moment; that mental rollercoaster making him dawdle one minute, lost in thought (Hannibal’s hard length under his palm, the feral fire in his eyes, fingers gripped in his hair… god, that kiss …) – only to find himself rage-speeding recklessly the next, reliving the moment Hannibal had sent him away ( I am not going to fuck you, Will…).

At least a handful of drivers had swerved out of his way, horns blaring as he’d waved them off, altogether too distracted to even bother being embarrassed.

God knows what Hannibal would say if he saw you driving like this. On Friday he was clucking about how much salt you eat. Plus… rude.

Will waved that thought away too, even though it coaxed a begrudging smile to his lips. They had more important things to work through today than to waste time on a distracted driving lecture. But even that thought had him grumbling.

Maybe if he stopped sending you away every night, you wouldn’t have so far to drive.  

It was an obvious leap ( He’s barely even touched you yet, and now you’re spending the night? ) but it was a leap Will was desperate to make. After an entire Sunday spent pacing the fields and forest with his dogs, the chill fall air a sharp counterpoint to the lingering touch of Hannibal’s hot breath, his lips, his tongue, his hand… even the stream had failed to quiet Will’s traitorous mind as it kept insisting on dissecting everything that had happened between them: each moment, each word, each touch, each lesson, spiraling out over how much more he knew they could have…

No, Will was long past pretending he wanted anything less than… well… everything.

‘I want everything, and I want it with you.’

Had he really said those words out loud, only two days ago? Will was glad that he had, but it still seemed unreal somehow. The ghost of Hannibal's lips on his own felt like more of a dream than reality. Leading up to it, Will had felt like a ghost himself, disconnected, utterly unmoored after Hannibal had sent him home so abruptly, still reeling from that incredible scene they had shared. Angry, lost and alone, he had finally done the only thing he could think of, following that tether right to Hannibal’s home, right into his arms…  

And it had felt like home.

Even now, lost in a whirl of conflicting thoughts, Will felt that tether draw tight under his ribs, a hook lodged deep in his heart, barbed but beautiful. And while he’d clung to it for months, had grown accustomed to its place inside him, his need of it, Will found he was finally letting himself believe that the tether really did stretch both ways, that his own hook had finally found its mark after all, that each of them had become inextricably bound to the other. Hook, line and sinker.

So why can’t you seem to reel him in? Why is he fighting so hard?

That was the dark cloud that had followed Will all weekend. And even now, Will was still completely unsure what the last few days had meant for them… least of all, what it would mean in the harsh light of a Monday morning.

Stay tuned FANNIBAL FAMILY!

SECRETARY PART 3 will begin posting soon!! 🔥

Join me and @fragile-teacup starting next Thursday (Nov 25th) as Hannibal and Will decide just how far they’re willing to go 😈❤️‍🔥

We can’t thank you all enough for your amazing comments and support of this fic! Life being life, we know it’s taken us a while BUT there’s only three chapters left! We know you’re thirsty Fannibals, and we promise (hope!) not to disappoint 😈❤️‍🔥🔥

Posting tomorrow Fannibals!!!

Stay tuned FANNIBAL FAMILY!

SECRETARY PART 3 will begin posting soon!! 🔥

Join me and @fragile-teacup starting next Thursday (Nov 25th) as Hannibal and Will decide just how far they’re willing to go 😈❤️‍🔥

We can’t thank you all enough for your amazing comments and support of this fic! Life being life, we know it’s taken us a while BUT there’s only three chapters left! We know you’re thirsty Fannibals, and we promise (hope!) not to disappoint 😈❤️‍🔥🔥

***Secretary Part 2***

Chapter 7, NOW UP ON AO3

An unexpected guest arrives, upsetting Will’s first day in Haaanibal’s new collar. Will wonders if perhaps he's not the only one building forts. 

Can a new experience break Hannibal's iron restraint? Will still wants more, and he pushes to find out.

Co-written by myself (@thisismydesignhannibal​​​ ) and @fragile-teacup​​​ 🫀

This chapter marks the end of Part 2 Fannibals! We're overwhelmed by everyone's amazing support for this fic! You all are the best readers we could ask for. We're so happy you're enjoying this fic, and we love every second of writing it for you ❤️

Secretary: Chapter 6

Fingers at his throat, skin tingling in their wake. A metallic click as the buckle was closed.

‘How does it feel?’

‘Good.’

Will smiled and Hannibal smiled right back. And this - this was what he had hungered for all night, after the fleeting taste he’d been granted the previous evening. Then it had been only a careful trying on, just a tease, the collar barely settling against his skin before Hannibal had removed it again, humming in satisfaction at the fit, but obviously having no real intention of keeping it on him for long.

It had been strangely upsetting, watching what Will already vehemently and irrevocably thought of as his being taken from him, boxed up and stored away. Hannibal had dismissed him with a simple, ‘Have a good evening, Will.’ Not even a spanking to relieve the tension wound taut by fleeting touches and murmured praise. Perhaps he’d had enough reward heaped on him for one day.

He was still wound tight today, but the feel of the collar settling on his skin satisfied something inside him somehow, grounded him, even as heat already built in his gut.

‘You have a beautiful neck, Will. Made for this.’ A thumb stroked lightly at the base of the collar. ‘A pity to have to conceal it.’

The words drizzled like honey and Will lapped them up.

‘Maybe I could forgo the tie. Just for today?’ Eyes crinkling in appeal, a coy smile. ‘Only when it’s the two of us, of course.’

It would be easy enough to restore any necessary formality in time for Hannibal’s appointments: four today, all back-to-back after lunch.

You’re pushing already. Careful.

***Secretary Part 2***

Chapter 6, NOW UP ON AO3

Will wants more, and resolves to show Hannibal just how good a fisherman he can be. But, just maybe, he isn’t the only one with more on his mind…❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Co-written by myself (@thisismydesignhannibal​​ ) and @fragile-teacup​​, and we just want to say how grateful we are to have received such incredible support and (delightfully thirsty!) comments, and boosts for this fic! It means the world to us. We’ve been busy getting this chapter ready for you all, but we promise to respond to each and every one of you. The Fannibal Family is truly the best! 🫀

Secretary: Chapter 6

Beneath a blushing sky, Will strode up the path towards the familiar gothic portico. Six steps to the front door. With every one, a counting off. Herringbone overcoat, check. Favourite salmon shirt, check. Hair tamed into artfully arranged curls, check. A dab of new cologne, courtesy of Floris in London, check. 

Alright, Doctor Lecter, it’s time to show you just how good a fisherman I can be. Let’s see if you can resist taking this bait.

He glanced at himself in the polished steel plate that proclaimed Hannibal Lecter’s ownership to the world. Blue eyes gleaming with determination stared back. Atta boy. Fishing out his keys, a steadying breath before opening the door. And…

‘Good morning, Will.’

Pausing at the threshold of the outer office, key still in the lock, Will blinked. At 8.55, Hannibal should by rights have been tucked away neatly in his office. Writing at his desk or feeding his black orchids via syringe or washing up in his ensuite. These were all morning practices in which he engaged daily. Links in a comforting chain of routine. Hannibal out here, in Will’s domain, was something else. Not threatening exactly, but so much for his plan to waltz in and put Hannibal on notice. Now he was the one on the back foot, a deer in headlights.

Say something.

Hand on hip, suit jacket unbuttoned to reveal the strap of one black suspender (dear gods), Hannibal stood before the coffee maker, his expression not angry, exactly, but cold. To Will that was infinitely worse.

Say good morning.

The Antonio Valente three piece today, blue and black check, over a rust coloured button-down and burnt orange paisley tie. An ensemble that generally signalled lazy indulgence. Perhaps an invitation after hours to share a glass of Montrachet or Chianti. Unexpected after the shit-show of the previous night. Maybe he wasn’t going to have to pay for his misstep quite as dearly as he had thought. Maybe his plan still had legs. If he could just…

Say anything.

‘What the hell are you doing?’

Anything other than that.

***Secretary Part 2***

Chapter 6, NOW UP ON AO3

Will wants more, and resolves to show Hannibal just how good a fisherman he can be. But, just maybe, he isn’t the only one with more on his mind...❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

Co-written by myself (@thisismydesignhannibal​​ ) and @fragile-teacup​​, and we just want to say how grateful we are to have received such incredible support and (delightfully thirsty!) comments, and boosts for this fic! It means the world to us. We’ve been busy getting this chapter ready for you all, but we promise to respond to each and every one of you. The Fannibal Family is truly the best! 🫀

Secretary: Chapter 6

Beneath a blushing sky, Will strode up the path towards the familiar gothic portico. Six steps to the front door. With every one, a counting off. Herringbone overcoat, check. Favourite salmon shirt, check. Hair tamed into artfully arranged curls, check. A dab of new cologne, courtesy of Floris in London, check. 

Alright, Doctor Lecter, it’s time to show you just how good a fisherman I can be. Let’s see if you can resist taking this bait.

He glanced at himself in the polished steel plate that proclaimed Hannibal Lecter’s ownership to the world. Blue eyes gleaming with determination stared back. Atta boy. Fishing out his keys, a steadying breath before opening the door. And...

‘Good morning, Will.’

Pausing at the threshold of the outer office, key still in the lock, Will blinked. At 8.55, Hannibal should by rights have been tucked away neatly in his office. Writing at his desk or feeding his black orchids via syringe or washing up in his ensuite. These were all morning practices in which he engaged daily. Links in a comforting chain of routine. Hannibal out here, in Will’s domain, was something else. Not threatening exactly, but so much for his plan to waltz in and put Hannibal on notice. Now he was the one on the back foot, a deer in headlights.

Say something.

Hand on hip, suit jacket unbuttoned to reveal the strap of one black suspender (dear gods), Hannibal stood before the coffee maker, his expression not angry, exactly, but cold. To Will that was infinitely worse.

Say good morning.

The Antonio Valente three piece today, blue and black check, over a rust coloured button-down and burnt orange paisley tie. An ensemble that generally signalled lazy indulgence. Perhaps an invitation after hours to share a glass of Montrachet or Chianti. Unexpected after the shit-show of the previous night. Maybe he wasn’t going to have to pay for his misstep quite as dearly as he had thought. Maybe his plan still had legs. If he could just...

Say anything.

‘What the hell are you doing?’

Anything other than that.

                                 ***Secretary Part 2***

                   Chapter 5, Now UP ON AO3 Fannibals!

FINALLY, our Hannigram Secretary AU continues! 

Remaining chapters will post bi-weekly.

Chapter 5 picks up only a few short weeks after the end of Part 1-Chapter 4 (and dear Will’s eye opening experience), as he navigates not only what Hannibal has given him, but also the thrill of how much more he wants.❤️‍🔥

Whether you’re starting back at Chapter 1, or picking up where you left off, we truly hope you enjoy reading ❤️ 

Co-written by myself (@thisismydesignhannibal​​ ) and @fragile-teacup​​

Secretary- Chapter 5

For fuck’s sake, you spend way too much time sitting in your car, staring down buildings.        

Will glared daggers at his rear-view mirror, fixated on the dive bar’s ancient neon sign shining through his rear window. His car had been idling for longer than he cared to admit. The fog from his breath clung to the inside of the glass, betraying just how long he’d been sitting there. He tried to muster a self-deprecating laugh, just all one big funny joke. Instead it died in his throat, ending up something closer to a desperate grumble.

Just put the damn car in gear and drive away already. Only assholes idle.

But still he couldn’t force himself to move. Instead of shifting the car into drive, Will stubbornly gripped the steering wheel; knuckles turning white, wishing that he could squeeze the pulsing life out of his frustration instead, maybe strangle the thoughts that wouldn’t stop clawing at the back of his mind. Best not to give those too much air.

What the hell are you even doing here? This isn’t what you really want.

He didn’t want to think about what he really wanted.

The bar’s red neon continued to cast its flickering grimy glow through his car windows, moisture scattering the light, sinking him even deeper into a dirty crimson haze. The sign hung precariously over the front door, taunting him to just step on up, try his luck.  

This is all His fault. Wind me up, watch me go.

Everyone ready for the next chapter? 😈

CHAPTER 6 drops tomorrow afternoon Fannibal’s! Stay tuned! ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

                                 ***Secretary Part 2***

                   Chapter 5, Now UP ON AO3 Fannibals!

FINALLY, our Hannigram Secretary AU continues! 

Remaining chapters will post bi-weekly.

Chapter 5 picks up only a few short weeks after the end of Part 1-Chapter 4 (and dear Will’s eye opening experience), as he navigates not only what Hannibal has given him, but also the thrill of how much more he wants.❤️‍🔥

Whether you’re starting back at Chapter 1, or picking up where you left off, we truly hope you enjoy reading ❤️ 

Co-written by myself (@thisismydesignhannibal​​ ) and @fragile-teacup​​

Secretary- Chapter 5

For fuck’s sake, you spend way too much time sitting in your car, staring down buildings.        

Will glared daggers at his rear-view mirror, fixated on the dive bar’s ancient neon sign shining through his rear window. His car had been idling for longer than he cared to admit. The fog from his breath clung to the inside of the glass, betraying just how long he’d been sitting there. He tried to muster a self-deprecating laugh, just all one big funny joke. Instead it died in his throat, ending up something closer to a desperate grumble.

Just put the damn car in gear and drive away already. Only assholes idle.

But still he couldn’t force himself to move. Instead of shifting the car into drive, Will stubbornly gripped the steering wheel; knuckles turning white, wishing that he could squeeze the pulsing life out of his frustration instead, maybe strangle the thoughts that wouldn’t stop clawing at the back of his mind. Best not to give those too much air.

What the hell are you even doing here? This isn’t what you really want.

He didn’t want to think about what he really wanted.

The bar’s red neon continued to cast its flickering grimy glow through his car windows, moisture scattering the light, sinking him even deeper into a dirty crimson haze. The sign hung precariously over the front door, taunting him to just step on up, try his luck.  

This is all His fault. Wind me up, watch me go.

***Secretary Part 2 Teaser***              ReelHannibal Fest!

IT’S HAPPENING FANNIBALS!

FINALLY, our Hannigram Secretary AU will continue with Part 2! Posting will begin on Sept 30th!

Until then, @fragile-teacup​ and I hope you enjoy this teaser moodboard, created for @reel-hannibal​ fest! 

We originally wrote Part 1 of Secretary for the Reel Hannibal Fest, and it seemed only fitting to jump on board this fantastic fest once more as we count down to posting Part 2! Big thanks to the mods! ❤️‍🔥

While you wait, check out (or re-read!) Part 1 here:

We also want to say a huge thank you to all our readers who both put up with Secretary’s long hiatus, and provided plenty of (thirsty :P) encouragement for Part 2! We’re so happy to be back writing this fic together and are grateful to each and every reader (both new and old!) for sticking with us. Stay tuned and enjoy! ❤️ 

Love to you all xoxo

Will Graham may have set his plan in motion to deal with both Dolarhyde and Hannibal…but Hannibal has a plan of his own.

Chiyoh.  

After an interminable limbo of waiting and watching, Chiyoh suddenly finds herself in a rush against time to get to the house on the bluff. But Hannibal has given her one very specific task, but just like Will, she has many choices to make.

What if Chiyoh was there for the events of The Wrath of the Lamb?

Written for the awesome #ladiesofhannibal challenge!

Many thanks to the amazing @fragile-teacup for beta-ing! Thanks also to @apoptoses for her encouragement and for coming up with such a great challenge!

This was actually the first thing I ever started to write for the fandom, after an EXCEPTIONALLY long writers block, so it holds a very special place in my heart. Thanks to the #ladiesofhannibal challenge for giving me an excuse to dust it off and fix it up to share :)

Hope you enjoy :)

BOOSTING for TWOTL Day!

On this #TWOTLDay I thought I’d boost my fic “Of Stillness and Flight” for anyone who might want some TWOTL Hannigram feels from Chiyoh’s perspective 😘❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥