two zero one seven part one
in case you were wondering or still keeping track of this website, yes i do occasionally check up with the world of tumblr. i guess it has changed a lot, tumblr used to be the IN thing (2009), it didn't do much for me as compared to my previous blog. i sometimes think to myself ,what was i thinking, allowing the world(maybe just SG and some people outside of SG) to be apart of my life, my private life. i guess i was seeking attention from people whom i knew will never give it to me.
its 2017(May coming to June), just some updates about myself, i’m working full time in a Sports Media Company(still not sure if this is my future career) and happily engaged to my gf/bf/business partner and we are getting married in a year time (gulp). Meraki (my home business with my other half) is doing well and we have a target. getting my own home in two years time.
TIME.TO.SET.UP.MUHD.HADI
yours truly,
DyyWerrHadii
1/4 of a 100
Hi 20 me, if it was possible to time travel and speak to you, it will be very interesting, but since i have passed the ¼ century age, i would like to say that how 5 years can change a man, his life, and his beliefs is still unbelievable even to my present self.
Happy on the outside, unsure on the inside, that is what you are right now, yes you 20 years old, you were never sure of what you wanted in life, what were your REAL life goals, what did you want to do as a career and MANY things you were not sure of.
Love life? you had none, you were busy chasing this girl who would NEVER even turn around to look at you, WAKE up dude, the world is for you to explore, but hey, you choose to chase this girl’s shadows, that WILL be the closet you can ever get to her. Your belief that best friends should be a couple? yup, that will be true, but NEVER with this girl that you are chasing right now.
Friends? This group you are with right now(ITE classmates), will NOT be with you in 3 years, yes, it look like you guys are going to be together till the end of time, but let me assure you that wont happen. The true meaning of friendship will be tested when all of you graduate from ITE.
Family? ahhhh yesss, you hate them so much? you feel that they will NEVER understand you? let me tell you man, im not being ‘riak’ here, but you will be the one that they will be proud of, trust me, you will be that son that they will be talking about to their relatives & friends about.
Religion? ohhhhh my friend, your parents, your future love will help you in this, right now? ya, you are so blinded by having fun and what not, but let me get this clear to you, you are so going to regret not doing this earlier in life.
Fears, Uncertainly is what is consuming you now, let me assure you 20 years old Hadi, your whole life will come full circle in 5 years time. Damn i wished that i could have a future me knocking some sense to me when i was 20, but hey, i am happy now, thank you Allah
hadi, tell yourself this, no more Gs or L in 2010, just do what YOU want in life, this Gs & L will not help you, even if you feel happy with them, remember 2008? arent you happy without Gs & L? then bring it back, look at how much you have suffered, if a G wants to L you, let them wait, if they really do, they could wait, true enough?
What keeps you confident in a healthy way is knowing that everyone else around you is going to support you and teach you and you’re going to learn from them. I just feel open to learning from people.

